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Tracey, I'm sorry for your loss. Those words sound so generic and said so often around here, but I really do feel for you. My loss was in the early days and I was already attached to the little one (although I tried to tell myself not to), but I can only imagine how devastating loosing a baby that far along is. I hope in time that the hurt lessens, not that the memory fades, because I know his precious soul is part of you now, but that in time your heart won't be so heavy.
My recent m/c has really shaken me. IF enough was hard to contend with, but that on top really makes me nervous to try again. When I see people like JenCat who've suffered a number of times, it makes me see how really courageous they are, and gives me a litte more resolve to try again. Now it's just a matter of when.
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Me - 35, DH - 32
No.1 took 3 years and 2 failed IUI's:
Conceived naturally - born: 08-17-04
TTC No.2 - Since '05
HSG 1/5/07 - tubes clear but clubbed
SA: 1/10/07 - DH: 92% poor morp
1st IVF- April '07 - trial study, BFP-missed miscarriage - 6/29 - D&C 
1st FET, Oct '07 - BFN
2nd IVF, Feb '08 - trial study BFN
2nd FET April '08 - BFN
3rd IVF (Not trial study)
ER: 08 26 08, ET: 08 31 08
09 07 08 POAS: BFP !!!
Beta #1: 09 /11 = 201, prog 43
Beta #2: 09/15 = 1214, prog 42+
Beta #3: 09/22 = 9347, prog 35
1st u/s: 1 bean, 116 bpm measuring 6w4 days, prog 47
2nd u/s: 8w2d: 166 bpm (saw small gestational bleed)
3rd u/s: 10/28: 162 bpm measuring 11w2d (small bleed still)
1st OB visit: Hearbeat in the 160s. All good bar low placenta
NT Scan: 11/12: baby waved.
2nd OB visit 12/04:
Gender Scan: 12/17:
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