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Hi girls, sorry I have been MIA for a while. I have been sorting through emotions and trying to get back some normalcy for a little while without baby thoughts and concerns. I am glad to read everyones updates. Thank you for thinking of me Alana and jencat. By the way jen I love your hair color, you look great! I think there is something with hormone shifts that makes us women change our hair. I just cut mine way different. I have bangs for the first time since i was like 10 years old. And i am glad your HSG went well. I know they hurt like a bugger, but at least it does not last long. And jen that was a very impressive explanation! Thanks for your insight!
I have gotten 5 lbs off and I have five more to go.......

Tracey, I am sorry for all the heartache you have been suffering. I will pray for you and your DH. You are stronger than you think. Coming here will help you I am sure. i know it helps me. Think positive and keep your eyes on the future. I know it is hard, but it is better than the alternative.
Shellyhume, congrats on the IVF approval! You are so fortunate to have that. Shellyhume, that is amazing your mother bought you a crib. I can see where you might teeter a bit at first, but I think you are right it is an incredible display of support. I just hope she is keeping it at her house out of sight until it is needed.
Sunny I know it is a diffficult dilemma, because I know what I went through deciding to try before my trip. If I had it to do over, I think I would have waited. I spent the whole trip worrying about the baby, not being able to do half of what everyone was doing, and now I wonder about the wiseness of flying.........I know it would be hard to wait........of course if I was still pg I would be glad I did not wait, so who knows. I guess it is all on God's plan. So try praying on it, and the answer will come to you.
I wish I could meet with you girls!