[waitingCarla]

I understand your situation way to well. I was married and although my marriage did not work out and it was not because of fertility we still had those problems. Well we got divorced and we are back together trying to work it out. Of course the fertility problem is mine alone I always felt we should both bare with it and at times I do feel that I am going through the rollercoaster of emotions by myself. He is young and I know he would be a good father. I cannot give you any advise as I do not know what to do in my own situation but sometimes it just feels better knowing that you are not in this by yourself and that there are people going through the same kind of situations. Do not let this break your spirit as you will need to be positive to get through this ordeal.
Just know that these are cards that you have been dealt and God never puts you in a situation that he feels that you cannot get out of. Stay positive and I will be praying for your family.
P.S. Just reading your thread I can see how fustrated you are but I do not think that the word "resentment" was just a poor choice of words and that males can be a little insensative so just keep that in mind.