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Thanks for your input. I just feel so frustrated and even more guilty than I already did. Dh saying resentment makes a ton of sense because he used to be such a caring and compassionate person, but lately its like someone has came and took over his body. He is so bitter. I guess I might have been when we first started going through all of this, but I am somewhat over it now. I mean, I have gotten used to the idea that I am infertile and God has a reason for this and I am patiently waiting to see what that reason might be. I am def going to look into a couple's therapist who has experience with infertility, however in our small area that might be difficult. I've been researching all morning. Anyways, it helps to know that I am not a loner on this....I hate that this might tear apart my marriage. IF SUCKS!!
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Stephanie 26
DH 26
TTC-actively 3 years, not-not trying (hehe) 5 years before that.
HSG-10/05 normal.
LAP-10/05 endo (Stage III or IV), fibroids & polyps in uterus, and a cyst on left ovary-all removed.
Pacemaker-08/06
LAP/Hysteroscopy-03/08 endo removed, tubes flushed, D & C. No fibroids, polyps, or cysts!- 4 clomid cycles (2 w/ IUI)
 - 4 injectible cycles (Femara 5mg & Follistim 75IU 2 times, 100IU 2 times, all w/ IUI)
Currently-
Not thinking, talking, or doing anything related to babies. Dh wants a baby-break.
09/08 Started taking Bee Pollen, Royal Jelly, and Propolis-just for fun.
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