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Originally Posted by designdiva32
Jen, have you PIAC yet??? I am very excited to hear your result. Post as soon as you do okay hun?!!
As for my BFP, I'm still not feeling very sure about it. I have absolutely NO symptoms (last time my BB's were killing me) and I have none of the heavy, bloating feeling etc that I also had. I also think I have been spotting slightly, so I may call the clinic on Tuesday (long weekend argh!) and get them to do more blood tests. No ultrasound though. If this is not viable I absolutely refuse to see it! I wanted to ask you girls a question, if this is a chemical, what do progesterone suppositories do? Will they delay bleeding etc so I wouldn't know until alot later that it was?? Or would I still bleed even while taking them?
Anyway, sorry to be a downer. I'm not giving up on this pregnancy yet, and I'm very greatful for this chance for another BFP. However I'm also very detached emotionally from it, not by choice, I just can't seem to connect. But I guess if things were to go wrong I can only assume it might not upset me as much as last time. I think I'll be sad, but more frustrated than anything. I guess the first miscarriage is always the worst. It takes away your 'pregnancy virginity' as I saw someone write once. My virginity is definately gone...can't you tell?!! 
Anyway, enough gloomy ramblings. I want to know how you are all doing. Anything exciting over the weekend happening?? |
Jen.... good luck! Keep us posted!
Alana... I've been thinking about you sweetie. I know that feeling. I too had m/c'd back in 2001. It was my first pregnancy and it was really hard because it was at 10 weeks. Then that was followed by a chemical pregnancy in 2005. I kinda know what you mean about losing that "pregnancy virginity". I went for beta this morning and am still waiting for "the call". Some of my symptoms disappeared, although not all, and I have a couple of new ones but still don't want to even make the judgement call. AF is due tomorrow although today is 14dpIUI and the day they scheduled my beta. I have no sign of AF yet and normally do by now so we'll see. I think I'm just done and need to just let it all be until I get this phone call. Try to stay positive and in the moment. Believe me I know it's so much easier to say than do but I always found that to be good advice for so many situations.
