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Old 09-21-2007, 06:48 PM
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Heidi I think the same way you do, that the souls just aren't there yet. Otherwise I couldn't cope with all this. Actually, DH who is a huge atheist, actually said the other day that these embryos just weren't the right ones for our baby. That our baby was waiting still for us to create a healthy. strong body for them, and not these sickly little things with weak little heartbeats. I cried when he said that...it was the closest thing to him saying that maybe they were waiting somewhere for us. Because I truly hope thats the case. That these miscarriages weren't the death of our babies...that they were all actually just somewhere waiting for the right time to join us. Do you girls think that is even possible?
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ME: 33 RPL
DH: 37 Very low morphology
TTC: Since Aug 2006

M/C # 1 - June 07 - 6 1/2 weeks
M/C # 2 - Oct 07 - 5 1/2 weeks - trisomy

BFP January 08 (feeling very very nervous!)
01/02/08 - measuring 5w5d heartbeat 126 bpm
Started daily Fragmin injections....OUCH!!
08/02/08 - measuring 7w3d heartbeat 157 bpm
15/02/08 - measuring 8w4d heartbeat 173 bpm
25/02/08 - measuring 10w1d baby jumping around!
10/03/08 - NT Scan - perfect! Just waiting on blood test results
19/03/08 - Graduated to OB.
21/04/08 - Triple Screening results - PERFECT!
01/05/08 - Anatomy Scan
24/07/08 - Cervix shortened to only 1.5 cm...how long can it hold on for!!
07/09/08 - SCHEDULED INDUCTION
Its a BOY!
Reed Alexander is due September 08


Mummy to three furbabies:
Two Fat Spaniels
One Feral Cat


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