[sunny72]

Uggh, I'm feeling premenstrual. Does anyone know if when an IVF doesn't work, how long it takes to get your period? Will the PIO shots prevent menstruation until we stop them, or could I get my period even so? This is about the time I would have had my period so I wore a pad today just incase (TMI). I don't mean to give up hope, just don't want to be caught off guard. Also, I just have a gut feeling today that our struggle isn't over. I knew when I had a missed miscarriage even before I knew what a m/mc was, and today, I just feel like it's not this time. Also the cramps have moved from higher to lower which isn't a good sign for me. DH and I discussed a Plan B this morning. I need a Plan B. We agreed that we would proceed with adoption paperwork and maybe try some IUI's (if RE thinks it's even worth it for us) because we are at least covered for those. We will probably refinance or take another loan for the adoption, or I'll go back fulltime because this p/t isn't cutting it financially. It's been lovely to have time with Stella and Dh during the week, but I think it's time to earn some pennies.

I brought a little wrought-iron turtle the other day. I had been trying to find one and now he's sitting here watching me. Last night I had him on my belly for good luck. Is that weird? No, it wasn't heavy.

Jen, hope you have a fun day getting all dolled up. We definately want pics as soon as you get home. Hope DH has the digital with him. Is he in the bridal party too or is he a free man today I wonder.

Peachy, I didn't know about taking pressure of the leg thing? Thanks for the tip.