Tia, I completely know how you feel about being afraid. I'm terrified of getting pregnant again...even if they figure out what the problem is. I know after one miscarraige its mortifying enough, two, three and more just makes you even more scared. I guess the only thing though is I sort of feel like, even though it will be awful to go through this again, I am learning to not put too much emotion into each pregnancy now. Especially when I read an article about a woman that had 19 miscarriages and finally gave birth to a live baby. 19!!! She just refused to give up and didn't let her emotions stop her trying. I know thats what we need to do now...but its easier said than done isn't it?
At least though we have each other on this forum. I know I'll be here for each one of you no matter what the outcome, and you have all been so amazing and supportive of me during this difficult time. Because of that I know I can try again in a few months and not be scared...none of us are alone in this as long as we continue to have internet access!
