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hi
This seems like a really personal thing and different for everyone. I would have thought having 2 kids already i wouldn't go very far but I am not sure now. Its really hard to just let go of that desire if you want more. I don't have any siblings and I desperately wanted my kids to have a couple at least. I think all of the testing, thinking about dates, meds...all of it....its hard to deal with on an ongoing basis. As someone said I think i'd have done anything at all the first time....but now...I guess there might be a point where its taking over life too much and we need to live with the kids we do have. I already hate that this affects my mood and my time spent with my babies. That is not what i want. Good luck to everyone.
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Ali (32) - low progesterone and LPD
DH(34) - fine
6/07 - Miscarriage @ 6 weeks
7/07 - 11/07 - various forms of progesterone - finally a little sucess at extending my LP on the last cycle.
11/19/07 - first RE appointment
11/26/07 - CD3 blood panel (normal) and DH SA (normal)
12/07 - ttc on 100mg progesterone 2xday
12/14/07 - 
12/18/07 - first beta - 194
12/20/07 - second beta - 515!!
1/2/07 - first u/s due to bleeding - saw baby and sac and HB but there is also what dr thinks is a twin that didn't make it in there and we are not out of the woods yet.
1/9/08 - 2nd u/s - baby looking good. HR 131 - but other sac still there and not getting smaller
1/17/08 - 3rd u/s and prenatal appt - HR 165 - sac smaller 
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