[Jnails29]

I went in for my ultrasound and we finally heard what we were waiting for. A heartbeat. Finally something to be excited about. Then we saw the doctors face and realized that it was nothing to be excited about. We received the horrible news that I had an ectopic pregnancy in my left fallopian tube. I was immediate admitted to the hospital and had a laparoscopy last night. Unfortunately there was too much bleeding and they could not save the tube. They also noticed scarring on my right fallopian tube. I'm not sure what that is all about since I had an HSG done and was told that both sides were open and looked fine. Now I'm afraid to even try naturally in case I wind up with an ectopic in my right and lose that one too.

My DH and I have been trying for over two years now. This past year was the first we have done IUI's. This was my third IUI with the first being a chemical pregnancy back in January. My DH and I are so distressed. I'm trying to be strong for the both of us since I can't stand to see him so upset. He's more upset about what this is doing to me and what I have to go through than the loss itself.

It looks like our only choice now will be IVF, but then again there are no guarantees with that either. We will have to wait until February I think. Has anyone had any success? I need some hope to help me keep up the faith!