Okay, this is just me venting. I am on my first cycle of injectables full of hope, ready for a BFP. Well today (CD 23) I am supposed to travel 6 hours round trip to visit my BF who just had a baby. I have not seen her since she became pregnant (unexpectedly) as she moved to California (I live in Midwest). I've had millions of phone calls supporting her during the last 9 months, listening to her talk about her options - abortion, adoption, keeping the baby... etc etc etc. She in NO WAY wanted this child.
Well, now she is here in the Midwest visiting family and friends and I'm supposed to go visit her. AND guess what?!!? I'm bleeding
... somewhat slightly... but enough to make me feel like this whole cycle is a bust, and now I have to go put on a happy face and visit my friend and her new baby?!? I don't know if I can do this today...
