I know exactly how you are feeling. Everyone around me gets pregnant the first month trying. I'm going on 2 years and no baby. I had been trying for over a year when my cousin who is 2 years older than me got pregnant after one month. She is due next month and I have been really hoping I would have my bfp before her baby arrives. Doesn't look like that will happen. I just tested this morning and got a bfn. We all experience these feelings at some point and it's hard for anyone who isn't going through IF to understand. My family thinks I am evil for being upset about my cousin. I just can't help it. I'm glad you found this site. It has gotten me through some pretty rough days.
