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wannabemom, Yes I feel the same way. Although I am really trying to stay positive sometimes I just start crying. I keep feeling regret that I didn't try when I was younger....although I wouldn't have been able to do this with my hubby...I have been lucky so far with work. I told my boss, she is in another state and is very supportive, I have also worked for the same company for 11 years and pretty much have control over my own schedule. The hard part for me is that I travel alot for work...I think this has been one of the reasons it has taken us so long. I have made a commitment to myself that having a baby comes first and I am drastically cutting down on my travel. I have also told a couple of close colleages...they have been wonderful and supportive. How about you?
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Tamar
Me 44
DH 45
TTC 2 years
IVF #1
5/8 12 eggs retrvd
5/10 3 eggs fert. grade 2
5/11 e/t
5/25 
IVF #2
8/21 start stims, 14 follies
9/6 E/R:10 retrieved, 9 mat., 8 fert. with icsi
9/10 2 blasts; both 2B and xfer both
9/22 beta 
9/22 12dp5dt beta-187 
10/14 ultrasound:no h/b found.
10/30 d and c, 2 sacs found 
IVF #3
Heading to CCRM
Long Lupron Protocol
2/16: Started 10 cc Lupron/Dex
Should start Follistim and Menopur 2.27
Cycle cancelled:Lupron suppressed period for 3 months
IVF #3....part 2
Estrogen Priming Protocol
6/10 Start estrace
6/13 250 mg Ganirelix
follistim/repronex after period
6/30 E/R - 23 retrieved
7/01 19 mature, 15 fert w/icsi
7/05 Xfer Day: Xfer 5 blasts: 4BB, 3AB, 2/3-Poor, 2-Good, 1-Good.
7/14-Beta 18-Barely pregnant
7/16-beta 21, 7/18 beta 41, 7/21-beta 71
8/3 u/s no hb found
IVF #4...
Microdose Lupron Protocol
9.23 Start BCP
tent retrieval 10.21
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