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wannabemom, Yes I feel the same way. Although I am really trying to stay positive sometimes I just start crying. I keep feeling regret that I didn't try when I was younger....although I wouldn't have been able to do this with my hubby...I have been lucky so far with work. I told my boss, she is in another state and is very supportive, I have also worked for the same company for 11 years and pretty much have control over my own schedule. The hard part for me is that I travel alot for work...I think this has been one of the reasons it has taken us so long. I have made a commitment to myself that having a baby comes first and I am drastically cutting down on my travel. I have also told a couple of close colleages...they have been wonderful and supportive. How about you?
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Tamar
Me 43
dh44
TTC 1 1/2 years
unexplained infertility
04/06 pg w/mc
8/06 pg w/mc
8/07 iui 
10/07 iui
1/15/08
day 3 fsh 9
follie count 19
started injectibles
1/20/08 5 mature follies 
2ww until 02/04 
2/3/08 Super OV failed 
2/4 started BCP due to cysts
3/2
3/4 started follistim
3/14 IUI.... 
2  kitties-Max and Miranda
3/28 evil woman
4/25 19 antral follies-started repronex and follistim for IVF #1
5.8 12 eggs retrieved
5/10 3 eggs fertilized grade 2
5/11 e/t
5/25
IVF #2
8.21 started stims 14 follies
9.6 e/r 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature
8 fertilized with icsi
9.10 2 made it to blasts both 2b and transfered both
9.22 beta
9.20-hpt + , 9.21hpt +
9.22 12dp5dt beta-187 
10.14 ultrasound-no h/b found.
10.30 d and c, 2 sacs found 
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