Sorry that you are feeling this way, but dont feel alone. We're all in the same boat. It is totally natural to feel devastated and helpless on hearing news about some one else's pregnancy, not matter now close they are to you. Sometimes, the closer they are, the worse the feeling is.
I've been there so many times. I feel awful to hear people who "weren't even really trying" or who never had really thought of babies intimately get pregnant so easily. I have dreamt of babies ever since I was 20. I never thought I wouldn't have any even at 35.
This is a great forum to be at and you'll get all the support and understanding here. You are not alone at all. Sending prayers for your turn to come soon too
