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Old 02-26-2008, 03:17 PM
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I don't mean to be a downer, but I read one of the other threads where someone posted "I want to be a mom." I've been thinking about the one part of it yesterday and today...It talks about wanting to surprise your husband and family with the news of being pregnant, but because we have to go through IVF we can't. I think it's making me depressed. I remember daydreaming about how I would tell my DH and our families when we got pregnant...I thought up cute little things we could do instead of just coming out and telling them. Well now that we are doing IVF, we pray for a positive but because everything is so planned everyone is expecting the news and it's not a surprise. I feel like not telling anyone when we do our FET and hoping that we will finally get our BFP and can surprise our families at least. But then I think our families would be hurt if we do the FET and get another BFN and never told them. I don't know what to do. But it's not fair....
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TTC 4 Years
Me (Jen) 30: Endo/Ovarian Cysts/Graves Disease (Thyroid)
DH 32: No Problems

IVF #1
300 Follistim
2/4 - Egg Retrieval -- 8 Eggs
2/5 - 7 Fertilized with ICSI
2/6 - Transferred 3 Embryos
2/20 - Beta

FET #1
Transferred 2 Embryos
5/28 - Beta

IVF #2 - New Doctor
375 Gonal F, 150 Menopur, Baby Aspirin
8/14 - Egg Retrieval -- 19 Eggs
8/15 - 18 Mature & 12 Fertilized Naturally
8/19 - Transferred 2 Blasts - 2 Blasts Frozen
9/2 - Beta 2852 14dp5dt
9/4 - Beta 5755 16dp5dt
9/11 - IT'S TWINS!!! Both babies measured 6 weeks. Saw the heartbeats! Baby A 106 & Baby B 100
9/18 - Baby A 139 bpm & Baby B 122 bpm
9/23 - Baby A 163 bpm & Baby B 140 bpm - Released to OB
10/15 - First OB appt - Babies growing and looking good!
11/13 - Heartbeats 150 and 155
EDD - May 7th but most likely earlier due to twins


Thank you God for our miracle!!!
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