[stillhopeful03]

I try so hard to be happy for my friends. I am a teacher. The wife of the teacher across the hall is pregnant with twins. He is a close friend. Trying to be happy for him, and I am happy, but I get extremely sad for me. We have been through so much already. I know that God has a plan and that my turn will come, some how, but it is so hard to keep that in mind when u r filled with so much hurt and sadness.