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We found out last night that dh's step-sister is pregnant with her second baby. Unfortunately we are NOT happy for her. She is not a good person. She is 23, lives at home still. DH got her a job (both dh and I work at a prison) and she ended up getting walked out because she has doing inappropriate things with prisoners (YUCK!!!!) Anyways, now the guy she is with is a total loser with no job. Her dad had to go and drag her and her precious little girl out of this guy's trailer one night because they were all doing drugs. Now she says she loves this guy and they are just going to get married and be forever happy.

Her daughter does not even know who her mommy is because dh's step-mom and dh's dad take care of her. They do everything for and with my niece. She sometimes calls dh's step-mom "mamaw" and sometimes she says "mommy." I just can't believe that here SIL is again pregnant. She doesn't even realize the stress she is putting on her mom and her mom's marriage. They are past the age of taking care of small children, and not in the best of health. The stress almost made them split last time....I can't imagine what they are going through this time.

So, now at 23 years old she has 2 kids by 2 guys, is divorced, and is hooked up with drug addicts. Dh and I were so upset last night. He even said that we will not be buying anything for her baby shower. She is making some really poor choices with her life. The bad thing is that dh's little sister is starting to make these same poor choices at 16. We are trying to keep her on the right track and not follow in her sister's footsteps. Right now, I just don't even want to see her. This really is turning out to be a horrible year.....now I have to watch her be pregnant all year, all the while knowing how it is going to turn out in the end.

Well, that's really long, but thanks for listening you guys! Seriously, I don't know if I can deal with this right now.