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Originally Posted by wannabigbabybelly
Mothers day has got to be my worst day of the year.
Well, the worst is usually a couple weeks leading up to it when I know it's coming and as it gets closer and closer I just fall apart.
Today was certianly my FALL APART day. I've been crying all day (well ever since my appointment earlier where I again heard some bad news). But I've felt it coming for a while now.
It's not just infertility it's so much more than that. It's just the one time of year when all the pain comes together and I'm forced to deal with it and re-live it.
From the death of my mom when I was 16, to my infertility, fostering/adopting journey, birthmother feeling/issues etc... it all just comes together and hits me.
Anyone else HATE Mothers Day?
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I
REFUSE to go to church on Mother's Day! Unless it is with my Mom in her ward.