Charloto-
I can completely relate to you too....My brother & SIL are preggo w/ their second. They have a 3 year old girl right now- I adore my niece. When they told me I cried...right in front of them & felt like the biggest jerk...Now two days before he told me my bro told me that I was allowing IF to consume my life & that its not the end of the world if I can't have kids....WOW!
Two weeks ago my SIL started spotting...She came to me all upset & my heart truly went out to them b/c I've had a m/c. The next day she went to the dr. (she was 8 weeks) and she was actually pregnant w/ twins and was m/c one. The other one was healthy & thriving....My bro was really upset over losing a baby. I felt bad for him but part of me still felt like dang, you still have one growing & you saw the heart beating away.....It's rough
...It really is & unless someone has been there-- they can't relate.....I'm sorry its been a rough day.....hang in there girl!