I new here, and just need someone to talk to. My right ovary and tube were removed when I was 20, and Wednesday, my left tube will be coming out too. My husband and I will have to do IVF if we want to have children. I don't know how I feel about this yet. I'm back and fourth in mine mind about if I was meant to have children this wouldn't be happening, but then again isn't IVF here for a reason too? Why me? My best friend had her children removed from her custody because she wasn't a good mother, and yet she can good out tomorrow and get knocked up again. I'm so confused, sad, I start stupid fights with my husband for no reason, I'm afraid he's going to leave me because I can't have kids or because this making me crazy. I really want to have my own kids, but what if IVF does't work? That's money gone that could have gone to adoption. What if we don't qualify to adopt? Please, if there is ANY one who has gone through anything similar, PLEASE help me. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
