[BabySteps]

I will definitely be having a c-section so we won't be taking any classes.

I also feel like I am in limbo and counting the weeks until the babies will be out of danger if I get preterm labor. I have also been bummed since my appointment yesterday when I was told not to stand for more than 5 minutes. My DH thinks I should be enjoying these days because I don't have to do any housework or shopping or long preparation of meals. I just feel so useless. I still have lots I can do though!!

I just have to keep reminding myself how lucky I really am. Don't get me wrong I appreciate everything. I think it must be a pregnancy, hormonal thing.

I am not sure what is going on about the shower my MIL wants to host. She asked for some addresses and I gave them to her. I began to get so stressed over the topic of the shower that I have just decided to sit back and go for the ride when it comes up. Seriously it stesses DH out too. My MIL looks after BIL's 2 kids until their Mother is done teaching in June. Until then she is too busy and tired to do anything about the shower. Oh well....