I've been trying to conceive for a REALLY long time. At the end of last year I started fertility treatments. I've had five failed Clomid rounds. Starting injectables in a week, as soon as
comes.
Well, one of my closest and dearest friends did
one round of fertility and is now pregnant with TRIPLETS. To add salt to my selfish wound, I'm throwing her baby shower.
It's so hard to have that mix of emotions where you are happy for your friend but sad for yourself. It's challenging to avoid the "Why Me" syndrome.
Today was especially rough... so I think I'm handling it worse than usual...