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Old 05-28-2008, 09:22 PM
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I am so sorry for your losses. It's perfectly fine and normal to be mad. I was mad after my ectopic pregnancy a few months ago. The thing to remember is to not let being mad consume you. I know it's hard, but negative emotions just eat us up if we let them take control. This forum is a wonderful place to find hope and support. There are so many ladies here who have gone through years of disappointment and loss and eventually come out on the other side with beautiful healthy babies. And it will happen for you too.

With so many failed Clomid cycles, it sounds like more aggressive treatment options might be a better route. Also, if you're not seeing an RE, you might want to consider changing doctors. OBs are more often than not just not as effective in treating infertility.

I truly hope that things start turning around for you. This forum is a great place for the hope and inspiration we all need at times to get through our down times. Good luck to you.
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Me (Jenny): 27 - PCOS, hypothyroid
DH (James): 29 - Slightly low morphology

TTC 3+ years; 1st year and a half wasted with a worthless doctor

2007
2 failed Clomid cycles
Ectopic pregnancy

2008
3/5 - new cycle - Clomid and Follistim
3/31 - positive hpt
4/2 - 1st beta - 48.5! Estrogen 324, Progesterone 35.9
4/4 - 2nd beta - 113.8!
4/7 - 3rd beta - 487!!
4/11 - 4th beta - 2987
4/16 - 1st u/s - 1 beautiful healthy peanut in exactly the right place!
4/23 - 2nd u/s - everything still great. Saw and heard the heartbeat! 122bpm!
5/6 - 3rd u/s- Absolutely amazing. Measuring 8w6d, 172bpm; released to OB
6/4 - Everything is still perfect. Measuring right on track, hb 161bpm
6/26 - Couldn't be better; 148bpm
7/21 - Anatomy Scan!! It's a GIRL!


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