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I guess this is part of my thing as well. I kind of feel short-changed on having the pregnancy experience I wanted. I wanted to have our child come from a romantic night at home, not a visit to the doctor's office, to tell my DH that we were expecting after taking a pregnancy test at home, not learn about it from a Dr a few weeks after my IUI, etc. If I have an HSG, and it says my tubes are fine, I should be thrilled, but instead I'm going to be angry that I had a test that wasn't necessary that just added to the number of doctors visits and other reminders that DH and I were robbed of something special. Sorry, I'm still a bit emotional about all of this. Even though I knew this was coming after DH cancer, I guess I haven't fully dealt with my anger over it. I was hoping for people to say wait a while and see or give me a good scientific reason for saying no so I didn't have to use an emotional one. Sorry for venting like this, it's been a long week.
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