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Hi! I'd been on 225 iu of Menopur for 5 days; however, when we went for follie sizing on Tuesday, I only had 5 with the largest at 9 and the smallest at 6. So, my NP had me increase the dose to 300. We're going in tomorrow for the update. I'm hoping we can trigger on Sunday for iuis on Monday and Tuesday.

I'm so nervous about this cycle! I just don't want to have to sit in my doctor's office and hear the stats once again. I don't even know if they'll let me continue past 43 (looming in August); it's something that just never came up. I don't know if I was just overly optimistic that I would be one who beat the odds, or if I was just being unrealistic--and is there a difference?

This cycle more than the others I've been really wondering if we waited too long. But when I think about it, we weren't truly ready until last year. Still doesn't make me feel any better, though. I'm trying to stay positive, hoping that this will be THE cycle, THE one (or two ) egg that fertilizes and sticks. And if this ISN'T the one, what next?

Hmmm, I seem to be blabbering...sorry. Thanks for the good vibes, Taka! And how are YOU doing??