Hi Janet, your post made me sad...I know exactly how you feel. Don't feel bad about the long wait to try to be a mama...the point is you are doing it now. It's now that counts and luckily you didn't wait to long because you do have options...I am hoping and praying that your little embie makes it... 
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Tamar
Me 43
dh44
TTC 1 1/2 years
unexplained infertility
04/06 pg w/mc
8/06 pg w/mc
8/07 iui 
10/07 iui
1/15/08
day 3 fsh 9
follie count 19
started injectibles
1/20/08 5 mature follies 
2ww until 02/04 
2/3/08 Super OV failed 
2/4 started BCP due to cysts
3/2
3/4 started follistim
3/14 IUI.... 
2  kitties-Max and Miranda
3/28 evil woman
4/25 19 antral follies-started repronex and follistim for IVF #1
5.8 12 eggs retrieved
5/10 3 eggs fertilized grade 2
5/11 e/t
5/25
IVF #2
8.21 started stims 14 follies
9.6 e/r 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature
8 fertilized with icsi
9.10 2 made it to blasts both 2b and transfered both
9.22 beta
9.20-hpt + , 9.21hpt +
9.22 12dp5dt beta-187 
10.14 ultrasound-no h/b found.
10.30 d and c, 2 sacs found 
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