I know how that feels. I'm 210 lbs and diabetic. Doc says the insulin is contributing to my weight as well. Have had trouble losing weight for 10 years now and sometimes its good other times bad. Last May I was a size 16, now I'm a 24!! it IS depressing.
Most my friends have kids, my older brother has kids...sometimes when my best friends talk about their children I get so jealous I make up an excuse to hang up or to leave.
Docs say with treatment I should be able to conceive but I can't afford to lose my job at the present, so doc appts are hard to schedule...
Just venting. Sorry.