[Yolyvette]

Hello everyone, hope you are all fine. Is been a while since i entered this thread but I'm going thru a rouhg time right now. I'm on my second month of iron suplements treatment to heal my chronic anemia. They discover it the same day I was squedulled for my baseline ultrasound to start my second round of fertiliy shots, which where supended for 4 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!! bc of that, so now I wont be able to try untill december and that is if my internist realeases me from treatment and give me the go ahead so I can go to my ginecologist and start the shots again this is really frustrating I've been waiting for a BFP for 4 years now, and it makes me so sad that I was so close to get it and now i have to keep waiting. But my friends will have their baby on december, they just decided to ttc and where pregnand with in 3 months. And they only decided to do so bc we told them we where trying, we also told then it had bein dificult for us but well... no one knows how it fells unless they go thru it themselves, and they dont ever look that exited about it, they talk about having the baby with the same enthusiasm you would talk about a dentist apointment,, they just dont look happy about it even though it was a planned preganancy... I guess ppl who dont have problems TTC dont apriciate it like they should, just for the fact that it came so easily.
Oh thnx to this threat, so i can vent a little...

[AuntyforEver]

I hear you all!! a cousin had there baby the begaining of June, my little sister had her baby the end of June, a friend had their baby the end of July, my older sister is due the end of August, another cousin due the middle of September, to just find out my Sister-in-law is due in Feb. 2009. Okay in my sibley family it is just me that does not have kids! I have 6 nieces and nephews and 2 more on the way!

It is my turn! COME ON! I know God has a plain for our lives but when isit our turn! I just get so mad! Have a friend that is due in December with her 3rd also. I forgot about her!

[Baby4Gerbee]

Originally Posted by AuntyforEver

I hear you all!! a cousin had there baby the begaining of June, my little sister had her baby the end of June, a friend had their baby the end of July, my older sister is due the end of August, another cousin due the middle of September, to just find out my Sister-in-law is due in Feb. 2009. Okay in my sibley family it is just me that does not have kids! I have 6 nieces and nephews and 2 more on the way!

It is my turn! COME ON! I know God has a plain for our lives but when isit our turn! I just get so mad! Have a friend that is due in December with her 3rd also. I forgot about her!

I know excatly how you feel. Everyone who started before us or with us two years ago...or even after...are pregnant. All of my friends and now my sister. Ugh. How are you supposed to cope with that. At least we will be in it together at the end of August, AuntyforEver. Maybe we can start a new thread for the last week in August IUIs. Anyone else interested? There are some other ladies from last month that may want to post as well.

[AuntyforEver]

Yes, new post end of August IUI! 4

Thank you ! We are in it together!!!

[Baby4Gerbee]

I think that AF is due today. I started spotting. When are you having your IUI Aunty?? Or don't you know yet? I will start a thread in infertility treatments->IUI->IUI last week in august or something. See you there! And anyone else who is starting a cycle in the near future.

[AuntyforEver]

Well i might be getting it today. I am spotting so when ever I get my full day of flow, I will start the prosses. I really hope it is soon! I really want to start and see what happens! A little would be great for both of us!!

But I don't have my meds yet! I am frecking out!

[cantwait]

This is my first post...I know exactly how you feel!!!! Between my 35 year old unmarried sister in law (husband's sister) telling us she became pregnant and has to get married to my coworker's addict daughter. I get SOOO angry. Angry at everything and I am tired of it. I am tired of everyone thinking it will "just happen" I feel so alone.

[Yolyvette]

Originally Posted by cantwait

This is my first post...I know exactly how you feel!!!! Between my 35 year old unmarried sister in law (husband's sister) telling us she became pregnant and has to get married to my coworker's addict daughter. I get SOOO angry. Angry at everything and I am tired of it. I am tired of everyone thinking it will "just happen" I feel so alone.

But I can asure you, you r not alone,here we r all of us with the same problems, so here u can talk freely. I love it here bc noone ca understand you better than someone walking in your same shoes. My MSN IM is kats_lover@hotmail.com is a really old email i have to change, but anyone of u feeling the need of shearing im here with the same issues ready to chat.

[cantwait]

Thanks
Man I was so down the other day. It did feel good to be able to tell people who know what I am feeling. My mother told me my grandmother wants me to stop trying because it is making me sad. Do they even hear what is coming out of their mouths? It was like a knife.

My DH and I have had a long talk and I am now on day 7 with clomid. We will try IUI #6 in about 7 more days. I am excited once again. Here goes the roller coaster. Thanks for listening and understanding. Hope you all don't have to catch me on the down swing this time.

[Yolyvette]

Originally Posted by cantwait

Thanks
Man I was so down the other day. It did feel good to be able to tell people who know what I am feeling. My mother told me my grandmother wants me to stop trying because it is making me sad. Do they even hear what is coming out of their mouths? It was like a knife.

My DH and I have had a long talk and I am now on day 7 with clomid. We will try IUI #6 in about 7 more days. I am excited once again. Here goes the roller coaster. Thanks for listening and understanding. Hope you all don't have to catch me on the down swing this time.

Well I'll keep my fingers crosed for u. I still have to wait for my internist's release so i can go back to my OBGYN to restart my shots, is been 2 month since i got my anemia diagnose and i still have 2 more months to go. If everything is ok by the end of october I should be having my treatment and then my second IUI. But lots of baby dust for u.

[cantwait]

Thankyou SOOO very much. I am so glad I found this web site. I wish you the best of luck.

[bunniswife]

How well I can relate to this...My sister-in-law got pregnant sometime between my second and third miscarriage. Meanwhile, I was inundated with baby related activities because my in-laws were so excited to finally be getting the grandchild I was having problems giving them. They couldn't understand my reluctance to attend her shower or why I couldn't stand to go baby shopping with them. My mother-in-law angrily told me I was being selfish, that I should be happy for Susan. I felt like dying. When their son was born I didn't want to go see them in the hospital, in fact I cried the whole forty-five minute drive there while my husband sat in silence. Unbeknownst to us, I was already pregnant with our daughter but wouldn't find out unti eight days later. It was hard being there and putting on a happy face....Later, when we were accused of not being happy for Susan my reply was this..."It's not that we were unhappy for her, we were unhappy for us." People who have never had problems having a baby can't begin to understand how emotional this issue is. It's not until you try only to be disappointed over and over again that you begin to notice pregnant women everywhere, and suddenly your friends and family start popping up pregnant. They wonder why you're not overjoyed for them...these are usually the people who can't stand to listen to your pain when you really need to talk about not being able to conceive or losing a baby. It's too overwhelming for them, so they just pretend it never happened and can't understand why you can't do the same...I'm so sorry you're going through this. Huge Hugs

[haushinka]

I'm new to the site, but I feel the same way. I don't know if I can handle ANOTHER friend telling me she is pregnant. This Thursday a friend is having her second baby via c-section. Today some friends of mine told me that they are pregnant, with twins. Of course, they weren't even expecting or wanting another child (they already have 2 girls). How is this fair?!?

[wantonebad]

You are NOT alone. Right now my entire inner circle is pregnant including my 2 sister in laws. My husband and I decided not to share our issues with anyone right now so it's really hard to deal with all of this. I want to be a good friend but at the same time I can't stand listening...especially to the ones who complain. Sometimes I'm like...if you ONLY knew what we weregoing through you'd shut up! I'm genuinely happy for everyone but just want it for us too.

[roanokeguy]

My wife and I TOTALLY relate! We went through all the fertility treatments back in 2006 and to what? We're STILL NOT PREGNANT! Now, I'm really struggling with the thought of never being a biological father and her not a mother. This has put an incredible strain on our marriage. Believe me, you are definitely NOT alone! I see pregnant women all the time at our church and to me it feels like a slap in the face. I'm afraid this is something we're going to have to deal with for the rest of our lives. Really sux. I feel like such a loser and I keep apologizing to her for not getting her pregnant. They say about one in four couples experience infertility. Well, I guess we just got chalked onto that statistic.