i have PCOS as well and this post spoke to my heart; i have big belly hanging fat too and i have been depressed about it all but NO more!
I am determined to 'win' this time...
like you said; no more excuses. i need to start all over 'again' with how i have been doing things.
i need to get off sodas, drink more water, start exercising/yoga, etc...
thanks so much for posting this!