I have an appointment with my RE next Friday, so I will definitely talk to her then.
I've been so depressed lately. I never had issues with hearing about friend's pregnancies, etc...but now I just feel pain and sad for myself. It's not jealousy....just sadness of my own situation. I don't mean to play the pity card...but seriously...every single thing I have or accomplished was a battle or fight of some kind. Not one thing came about easy or the right way. I thought when it came time to start a family..here is something I can do the normal way. And no...not even that will happen the normal way. I would love to know what it is like to make a baby in my own bed with my husband. Not a plastic cup and a tube at a doctors office....with all the doubts, pain, and fears that it might never happen. Not one thing has come my way easily. Ok pity party over. (I don't mean to sound ungrateful either, because I have an amazing child that came about via IUI and I am so unbelievably thankful). I guess I just need to vent. Feeling extra crabby today.
Why is making a baby so hard anymore?
Thanks for listening and I hope all of us can get our BFPs and move on from this nightmare soon.