[SlyFoxy]

Good Luck to everyone ttc.

I cried all night lastnight and yesterday was so depressed I couldn't stand it eyes are so sore an swollen. SO I've decided since I've not fall pregant in over 8yrs it must be ment not to happen so I told my Dh would have him to go to his specilist an nothing can be done to help him I'm not even going to go any farther as I can't seem to take it no more. I've now closed myself up at home due to lots of people being pregnant an I can't stand to see it. I know that is bad thing to say but everytime I see anyone pregnant it hurts. Yes I have one child an she is 11 an for years wanted to have another but haven't so I guess I've done something that GOD is purshineing me for. SO I'm about ready to give it all up an try to move on...

So I'm ready to just say it is quits an F it..

Going to go back to bed an hope tomorrow I feel better but for now 3 days I'm been a real witch.. Witching an crying every so often. Thinking here in a few days to contact my NEW RE an talk to them..

BYE and TC...

[SFBaygirl]

Sly Foxy: I am so sorry to hear how bad you are feeling. You are certainly entitled to feel absolutely lousy. IF is a type of grieving if you ask me.

I sincerely hope that taking a break from the process will help you heal. Like any other grieving it takes time and the pain will likely never go away completely.

We are here for support and probably understand like no one else can what you are feeling.

I would be lying if I said that every pregnant woman didn't cause me pain, that every child I see isn't bittersweet.

The only women I wouldn't feel that way about are the ones who got pregnant after IF treatments. I am honestly not jealous or resentful of them because they have been there and know about the pain.

I wish you nothing but the best.

Chris

[cathie]

So sorry to here your heart is breaking! But always rembber you are never alone I know at least I know how you are felling, I have never been blessed with a baby and try for about 16 years , so hang in there !

[wtnganother1]

I'm so sorry to hear how badly you are feeling. So many of us know the depths of your pain right now. I hope that you feel better in the coming days. I was really starting to believe that nothing would work for us and started thinking about adoption. I just didn't even know if it was for us or not. DH didn't seem to be led in that direction. Whether you decide you're completely done or not, or whether you pursue a child by other means, I pray that you have peace in your heart. IF takes so much out of you. There's a bit of withdrawl time involved, I'm convinced. Just know that there's always a bunch of shoulders here to lean on if/when you need it.

[Sams79]

So sorry for your pain... I understand & just got AF myself so I'm running the emotional roller coaster too. I say this not to talk about me, but to let you know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE... even when it completely feels like it. (((((HUG))))) we're all going through this terrible pain and I have no idea why, and it hurts to see so many others sad & suffering. Hang in there & know I am sending all the positive thoughts I can from here right now.