[tmom]

I was reading towards the end of the post and I was so worried for you....
"IDENTICAL TWINS. But Dr. does not think pregnancy is progressing,he is expecting a natural miscarriage in the next couple weeks. But we are praying for TWO LITTLE MIRACLES!!! "

Praying for you Hope everythign works out fine.




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Oh, I hope all of your Christmas Dreams come true!!! What a blessing that would be. Good LUCK to all of you .
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Foster Mommy(55 children in 6+ years) Adoptive Mommy to Gregory(8), Riley(5), Laura(3) and Coleman(3).

Miscarried Angel Baby (July07)
6weeks-saw sac and yolk, 7weeks- baby was measuring at 6 weeks (heart beat was 125bpm), 9 weeks-found out baby had died shortly after last ultrasound, miscarried naturally at 9 1/2 weeks.

10/22
10/23 1ST Beta 28.5
10/25 2nd Beta 45.8
10/29 3rd Beta 129.5
11/9 U/S -6wks & 2days:sac, yolk,start of fetal pole
11/16 U/S -7weeks &2 days:baby measuring 6 weeks(a week behind), HB(105bpm)
11/26 U/S -8weeks&5days:baby measuring 6weeks and 2 days,no heartbeat detected (though they did see it flicker several times through out the exam, but could never get a real reading on it). We now have 2 distinct yolks within the same sac, so it is now IDENTICAL TWINS. But Dr. does not think pregnancy is progressing,he is expecting a natural miscarriage in the next couple weeks. But we are praying for TWO LITTLE MIRACLES!!!

[MaggieMoo]

Sending prayers your way Jessica...I was just thinking of you. How are you? When do you go in for your next u/s??
Keeping you in thoughts!!!

[jenedens6102]

Jessica, I'm thinking of you too and hoping for your Christmas miracle. How are you feeling?

[Ladybuglee]

Jessica - I check on your progress all the time and you are in my prayers. Hope you are ok! Praying for your little ones.

[wannabigbabybelly]

Awww you guys are just so sweet , your making me cry. I can't believe how many people are following up on me and praying praying praying. It's just so comforting to know I'm not alone and you all care so much.

I still haven't had any spotting or cramping which in itself is such a miracle. Every day gives me more and more hope.

I wanted to wait at least 2 weeks from my last ultrasound to hopefully give enough time to see some definate changes, so hopefully we'll know for sure one way or another by next week.

I'm gonna try and schedule my appointment for monday...but I haven't done it yet...when I do I'll let you all know when and what time it will be.

I know it is such a long shot to even hope that ONE will make it...but we can't help but be hopeful. There was just no way we could accept it was over just yet. We had went into that last appointment praying for a miracle (scared of another miscarriage). I was given a blessing at church, in the blessing it was not clear wether the baby would make it or not...but what was clear was that whatever happened it would be Gods Will...and we were advised to listen to the doctors advice and pray about it. It was very comforting and just what I had already expected to hear. That either way...we would be ok...and that GOD is over all...he knows our needs...he knows what's best for us...and IF I had to say goodbye to my little one...that he would give me the comfort and strength I need to do it.

Well, coming to our appointment I was pretty certian that our little one didn't make it. I just felt it coming...but I was still praying for a miracle.

Well, I got that bad news I had expected...but along with it came so much more than I had ever expected. Now we had the news of TWINS...and not only that we kept seeing a flickering heartbeat...(which could have been us watching our little one pass away...or it could have been the second baby hidding behind all of the other stuff in there....).

As the doctor was telling us his opinion...that this pregnancy was not progressing and he was talking about scheduling a D&C or wether we wanted to wait and try and have a natural miscarriage.

All I could think of was...NO...it's NOT over yet...there is still hope...wether he thinks so or not. A change happend in my heart and from that moment on...instead of expecting a miscarriage like I had....my spirits were lifted and the sadness and fear went away almost completely and instantly and all that was left was HOPE.

I have complete faith that our Heavely Father is over this pregnancy...I have complete faith that he CAN...give us this miracle....if it is his Will. Regardless of what the doctor has seen before...and believes will happen with this pregnancy. If this baby(s) are supposed to make it...God WILL provide a way for them.

I'm willing to accept his will 100% even if it means that we will be saying goodbye to our 2 little ones very soon. I know he has his reasons...and i trust that he is not only looking out for us but also our little ones...so whatever will be will be..

But all I keep thinking is that there is HOPE...it's not over...and until I see otherwise...and know in my heart that it IS over...I'm gonna keep having hope and that has been so comforting for me...it has given me the strength I need to make it day to day.

Oh...I am so praying for this Christams Miracle...but either way...we'll be ok and make it through and will try again..if need be!!!

[jenedens6102]

Jessica, you are beautiful! What a great attitude to have. I was the same with our miscarriage earlier in the year. While I knew the numbers weren't doing what they should have I held on to hope that if it was meant to be, God would give us our miracle. He does have a reason and a purpose for everything in life and if these babies or baby aren't meant to make it then He'll make it clear in due time. We may never truly understand until we are standing face to face and able to ask our questions but we still trust Him with all we have. ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD. Don't give up hope, hold tight to hope, faith and love.

[TiffanyW]

Your faith is very inspiring. I will keep you in my prayers. I really hope you get a wonderful miracle!!

[piffy]

Sending all of my best wishes your way.

[thunder]

Wow! I love your attitute! I want to wish you everything the best with hope of those two little beans sticking! Keep us posted! I am with you... why end it if there might be hope of survival! Good luck!!!
Hugs!!

[Mama2Caden]

I admire your courage, your strength and your persistance. My name is Hope and I'm sending it all your way.

[larklynn]

Seeing your faith and inspirational words I can't see why you not get your miracles the kind of love and faith you have is a miracle. You are in my heart and prayers

[hannahander]

Are you LDS? I can't help but think by what you have said that you are...I just want you to know that I am praying for you and I'm so glad you got a blessing of comfort...Heavenly Father is in charge...you are a blessing to so many of us on this forum...whatever the outcome, your example of faith is an inspiration to so many. Thank you.

[sarah16]

Just want you to know I'm thinking of you!!!

[mrsjanowski]

I'm also thinking of you! Your stregnth not only gives you hope, but inspires others to believe in miracles... I pray for a miracle for you! May the Lord bless you with a beautiful pregnancy, if not this one, in your near future. God bless!

[wannabigbabybelly]

Yes, I am LDS.

Lol....I've always meant to ask you if you were as well...you look so much like this girl that was in my church sorority....back in California....but that was back in 1997-1998.

If not...lol...you certianly have a twin out there you don't know about!!!