[ckmerc]

Thanks for all of the replys.. This was the first day back at work for the both of us...but I was not really even there..

I took off work early today cause I wanted some time alone to let it out (if you know what I mean). I just miss him/her so much... I would give anything not to have seen that look on my wifes face.. it is burned in my memory. God..that was the worst feeling.

She arrives home in bout 1/2 hour..so I will gather my strength and be strong for her.. If she sees me this way...it will only cause her further grief. I broke down a little yesterday...

I tried so hard not to believe in it...to just "wait" until after the first trimester....but we just were so excited. She had names picked out...
Rayne Anne-Marie or Cole John...

To our child:

"I dreamed of this a thousand times before...but in my dreams I could not love you more"

I will miss you growing inside my wife...I will miss what you will never become. I will miss what we will never share. I will miss running to the store for the cravings you gave my wife....most of all please know that for the time you were with us..you were truely loved.

We wish that we would of at least had the chance to say "good bye"...

your loving parents (if only for a few weeks)...

Chuck & Tina

[Rob&Irina]

Chuck,

i am bawling my eyes out now and i am at work... i hope you feel better soon. Best wishes to you and your wife.

[ckmerc]

"i am bawling my eyes out now and i am at work"

I am sorry....I know that we are not the only ones going through bad times.

I just can't stop the hurt... Wish I could just fast forward to a different point of time in my life...or at least let my wife skip this time and just let me be the one to go through it.

how that look haunts me.

to better times.....

[jnem]

I am bawling and doing laundry. I will pray for your family.

Jen

[Rob&Irina]

Originally Posted by ckmerc

"i am bawling my eyes out now and i am at work"

I am sorry....I know that we are not the only ones going through bad times.

I just can't stop the hurt... Wish I could just fast forward to a different point of time in my life...or at least let my wife skip this time and just let me be the one to go through it.

how that look haunts me.

to better times.....

i know, you may feel like it's somehow your fault, your bed luck, but you know what... you and your wife are a TEAM... FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE, right? no need to blame yourself or each other... be strong and be there for each other...

to better times...