Af hasn't turned up, but it's due in a few days and I'm starting feel like it's going to turn up. Yesterday I had back pain and headaches, which usually turn up a few days before Af does. I'm feeling a bit yukky in the tummy, probably because I can't stop eating.
You would think after trying so hard and losing heeps of weight that I would fall pregnant straight away, but not so far.

I'm totally stuck with the weight loss, that's making me feel down too. I just don't want to exercise and eat everything right all the time, but I know that without trying then I won't lose the rest and I'll put it all back on when I'm pregnant again and I'm dreading that.

It's just all too hard.

On top of that there's now 4 pregnant ladies at playgroup and one at the other playgroup I go to and they're all starting to show. I feel a bit left out. I want to be pregnant so much now!

Well, I guess I'll just keep on trying, just maybe I am I'll keep hoping until AF turns up.

Thinking +++++++ thoughts Jodie