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Hi Everyone I would also like to join this thread I just lost my baby boy 2 weeks ago I was 18 weeks and lost him due to incompetent cervix
. This was my first prenancy we have been TTC for 2+ years but have been together for over 8 years and never tried to prevent getting pregnant.Its just so frustrating.Today I go back to work and am dreading it but feel its better for me than sitting home.I was wondering if anyone feels guilty I know the Drs and everyone say its not my fault and nothing I did caused this but I feel a tremendous amount of guilt b/c it was my body that failed him.He was perfectly healthy.I want to try again but am so nervous that I wont get pregnant again and if I do will be super nervous of losing him/her.My Dr said they would do a cerclage at 12 or 13 weeks and then bedrest for remainder of pregnancy.Well thanks for reading
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Me:30 Amenorrhea DH:28 Perfectly Healthy Tedy ( beagle) Remy (choc lab) Precious (cat)Together 8+ Years TTC for 2 years Clomid 8/29/08 Menopur 10/2/08 Menopur 12/1/08 Menopur 2/8/09 IUI 2/18/09 3/5/09 6/10/09 lost baby ![]() 08/13/2009 DNC Menopur 225 units 10/09/2009-10/15/2009 IUI 10/18/2009 for a
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Wannabmom, WELCOME! The first two weeks after the loss are the hardest ones. I hope going back to work helps you to go day by day. Take some time with your time to have fun and heal.
Erin, wow! I am glad we are both being treated for the same diagnosis by the accupunturists. Today I will just relax..... I have a lunch with my in-laws and later a dinner with my Psychology classmates. Hugs and kisses!
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Claudia Me - 38: everything normal DH - 41: low motility (BREAKING GOOD NEWS: 12/30/08 Morphology is NORMAL... from 5% to 16%) TTC for 3 years 2 IUI: BFN 1 IVF/ICSI/ZIFT: June 08 Lost my angel at 8 weeks (8/24/07) October 08: genetic and auto-inumne testing NORMAL July 09: IVF + ICSI # 2 7/3: Start stims 7/13: 18 follicles (average 22x20), E2= 10,160 TRIGGER 7/15: ER 14 eggs, 14 mature, 14 fertilized 7/18: ET 3 great looking embryos 7/30: Beta #1 - 181 8/1: Beta #2 - 404 8/5: Beta #3 - 2,104 8/14: u/s, 1 gorgeous with a strong hb, 6w 9/29: u/s, 12w6d, amazing baby moving around! Praying for a miracle! Make a pregnancy ticker
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Friends!
Claudia and Erin, I don't log on here much anymore, I find that it's been easier for me to stay away, not sure exactly why now that things are going good (knock on wood), but it just is. Especially on this side of the forum (Pregnancy Loss). It still holds a lot of fear for me.
I miss you both and want to keep in touch with you. So I was wondering if both of you kept a blog, or had e-mails that you wouldn't mind sharing. I'm finally thinking of posting about our journey, but wanted to wait to make sure that we were further along. After 3 MC's I'm still in big time denial! Please PM me you two w/info if you want to keep in touch. Hugs to you both! Dre
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Me: 34 (Issue: Endo)DH: 33 WONDERFUL Adopted DS 2005: 3 years old 3/5: 1st IVF: 5 day transfer of two blastocyst (1 grade 1, 1 grade 2) *TIME FOR BETA SCARE 3/14: 1st BETA 77 3/16: 2nd BETA 105 3/19: 3rd BETA 155 3/23: 4th BETA 631 4/2: 1st US = 6 weeks 3 days; 1 Heartbeat/w/baby in sac (Oh what a feeling!)8/10 ~ Hospitalized for Vasa Previa at 25 weeks for 3 months DD born 3 weeks early @37wks. www.vasaprevia.org/ FET 2 Embies on Ice ~ 1 grade 2, 1 grade 3 ET:7/24/08 BETA 7/31: POAS in AM, FAINT + 8/1: 1st Beta = 41 8/4: 2nd BETA =117 8/20: U/S @ 6 weeks 4 days (No HB) 8/25: U/S @ 7 weeks 2 days (No HB) 8/26: D&C ![]() Jan. 2009 ~IVF #2 + BETA Twins 3/4/09 D&C *Diagnosised with: Pregnancy related antiphospholipid antibody, Hasimoto's Disease 5/21/09 ~ + HPT TWINS AGAIN NATURALLY (w/5% chance of natural pregnancy) ![]() ![]() 2 Identical BOYS (shared placenta) Heprin 2x's a day (YUCK) EED: 1/21/10 |
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Hi everybody,
How are you doing? Just checking up on you. I am doing fine, almost ready to start cycling next week. I type it and cannot believe it! Love!
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Claudia Me - 38: everything normal DH - 41: low motility (BREAKING GOOD NEWS: 12/30/08 Morphology is NORMAL... from 5% to 16%) TTC for 3 years 2 IUI: BFN 1 IVF/ICSI/ZIFT: June 08 Lost my angel at 8 weeks (8/24/07) October 08: genetic and auto-inumne testing NORMAL July 09: IVF + ICSI # 2 7/3: Start stims 7/13: 18 follicles (average 22x20), E2= 10,160 TRIGGER 7/15: ER 14 eggs, 14 mature, 14 fertilized 7/18: ET 3 great looking embryos 7/30: Beta #1 - 181 8/1: Beta #2 - 404 8/5: Beta #3 - 2,104 8/14: u/s, 1 gorgeous with a strong hb, 6w 9/29: u/s, 12w6d, amazing baby moving around! Praying for a miracle! Make a pregnancy ticker
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Hi Claudia-Next week will be here before you know it! I am so happy for you! I am here to support you in any way I can!
Wannabmom-I am so sorry about your loss! Please know that we are here for you! Lotsa love, Erin
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Hi friends,
I am officially waiting for AF to show up and I must say I woke up feeling extremely anxious/sad/upset with lots of bad thoughts. I am working hard debating them but for a moment I thought that I should pass this time. But, of course, my bio clock is ticking harder and louder. Sorry, just needed a little vent... I hope you are all doing fine. Kisses!
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Claudia Me - 38: everything normal DH - 41: low motility (BREAKING GOOD NEWS: 12/30/08 Morphology is NORMAL... from 5% to 16%) TTC for 3 years 2 IUI: BFN 1 IVF/ICSI/ZIFT: June 08 Lost my angel at 8 weeks (8/24/07) October 08: genetic and auto-inumne testing NORMAL July 09: IVF + ICSI # 2 7/3: Start stims 7/13: 18 follicles (average 22x20), E2= 10,160 TRIGGER 7/15: ER 14 eggs, 14 mature, 14 fertilized 7/18: ET 3 great looking embryos 7/30: Beta #1 - 181 8/1: Beta #2 - 404 8/5: Beta #3 - 2,104 8/14: u/s, 1 gorgeous with a strong hb, 6w 9/29: u/s, 12w6d, amazing baby moving around! Praying for a miracle! Make a pregnancy ticker
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Erin and Claudia thanks for the support I just wanted to let you know my husband and I have decided to see our RE in Aug and as long as we get the all clear we are going to start trying again.Some days are better than others but I still feel really sad.Claudia I hope and pray all goes well on July 9th and you get your miracle baby.
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Me:30 Amenorrhea DH:28 Perfectly Healthy Tedy ( beagle) Remy (choc lab) Precious (cat)Together 8+ Years TTC for 2 years Clomid 8/29/08 Menopur 10/2/08 Menopur 12/1/08 Menopur 2/8/09 IUI 2/18/09 3/5/09 6/10/09 lost baby ![]() 08/13/2009 DNC Menopur 225 units 10/09/2009-10/15/2009 IUI 10/18/2009 for a
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Wannabmom1979, I really appreciate your kind words. Giving yourself some time to heal and relax is an excellent idea. The sadness will ease everyday a little bit.
Erin, how are you? AF is starting to show up and I will see my RE later today for an u/s and b/w. I will update later. Kisses!
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Claudia Me - 38: everything normal DH - 41: low motility (BREAKING GOOD NEWS: 12/30/08 Morphology is NORMAL... from 5% to 16%) TTC for 3 years 2 IUI: BFN 1 IVF/ICSI/ZIFT: June 08 Lost my angel at 8 weeks (8/24/07) October 08: genetic and auto-inumne testing NORMAL July 09: IVF + ICSI # 2 7/3: Start stims 7/13: 18 follicles (average 22x20), E2= 10,160 TRIGGER 7/15: ER 14 eggs, 14 mature, 14 fertilized 7/18: ET 3 great looking embryos 7/30: Beta #1 - 181 8/1: Beta #2 - 404 8/5: Beta #3 - 2,104 8/14: u/s, 1 gorgeous with a strong hb, 6w 9/29: u/s, 12w6d, amazing baby moving around! Praying for a miracle! Make a pregnancy ticker
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I had a D&C 31/2 weeks ago and I am still dealing. I act fine to everyone else, but deep down I don't know how I feel. All I want is to be pregnant again. It has become an obsession. My doctor said to wait 2 cycles but I don't want to. At the same time next time I get pregnant I will be on egg shells so I don't know whats worse. I am still waiting to actually get a period. Who knows when that will happen.
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Hi everyone,
We are remodelling so I am without internet connection until next week. I just got some minutes now. Nik, I am very sorry for your loss. At that time, I was totally devastated and depressed. The sadness will ease after some time. You have to give yourself sometime to heal. Many ladies that were in this thread got pregnant after their losses and are doing great now. As for me, because of life issues I am cycling right now. I have been very anxious about doing it again and even thought about not doing any at all. But, I am in day 3 of stims and feeling fine. I just take one day at a time. Kisses to everyone and Happy 4th of July!
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Claudia Me - 38: everything normal DH - 41: low motility (BREAKING GOOD NEWS: 12/30/08 Morphology is NORMAL... from 5% to 16%) TTC for 3 years 2 IUI: BFN 1 IVF/ICSI/ZIFT: June 08 Lost my angel at 8 weeks (8/24/07) October 08: genetic and auto-inumne testing NORMAL July 09: IVF + ICSI # 2 7/3: Start stims 7/13: 18 follicles (average 22x20), E2= 10,160 TRIGGER 7/15: ER 14 eggs, 14 mature, 14 fertilized 7/18: ET 3 great looking embryos 7/30: Beta #1 - 181 8/1: Beta #2 - 404 8/5: Beta #3 - 2,104 8/14: u/s, 1 gorgeous with a strong hb, 6w 9/29: u/s, 12w6d, amazing baby moving around! Praying for a miracle! Make a pregnancy ticker
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Hi Girls!!!!!!!!!! Sorry I Have Been Mia But I Have Been Thinking Of You. I Really Don't Have Time To Look Back At The Older Posts So I Hope All Is Well. From What I Can Tell Claudia You Are Cycling Again!! Yay! Erin?? Dre??? Jana???? I Did See We Have Some New Girls Here. I'm So Very Sorry For Your Losses.
As For Me I Ended Up With Severe Pre-e And Spent The Last 3 Weeks Of My Pregnancy In The Hospital. Alyssa Marina And Ava Cecilia Were Born May 13th At 33w4d. Alyssa Was 4.5 Lbs And Ava Was 5.1 Lbs, Born By C-section. Both Spent Some Time In The Nicu But Have Been Home For Quite Some Time Now. They Are Great Babies!!! Motherhood Has Been The Most Wonderful Experience And I Really Can't Wait Until You All Also Become Mothers..... I Look Forward To Catching Up Soon...
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ME= 32 PCOS DH= 40 PERFECT TTC 12 MON LMP 12-20-07 3-08 MET 1000 2X DAY 1ST RE APPT 5-08 6-08 HSG PERFECT! 8-27-08 B/W TO START PROV 9-8 LOW BETA9-12 CHEM WAITING FOR TO START FOLLISTIM.9-14 9-16 SAW RE BETA=0 START FOLLI 50 U TONIGHT! 9-19 B/W LOW E2, UP TO 75 U 9-21 U/S AND B/W FOLLIES AROUND 10MM, E2 STILL LOW, 75 U. 9-23 B/W E2 76 9-25 U/S FOLLIES NOT GROWING B/W E2 DROPPED TO 39 . INCREASED 100 U 9-27 B/W E2 51 CONT.100 U 9-29 B/W E2 206 9-30 U/S 2 FOLLIES 10-2 US 2 BIG FOLLIES SEVERAL SM ONES, B/W E2 1000 .OMG! 10-4- IUI#1 (32 MIL POST WASH!!) 10-17- HPT (OHSS)10-20-P4= 112 BETA=1200!! 10-22 P4=106 BETA=2703!!! 10-29 P4= 108 BETA= 31,83211-4 U/S WE'RE HAVING TWINS!! BABY A=147BPM 6W3D B= 117BPM 6W2D 11-11 U/S BABY A=163BPM 7W2D BABY B=159BPM 7W3D 11-25 U/S A= 181BPM B=174BPM 4-27-09 HOSP DUE TO SEVERE PRE-E 5-13-09 33.4WKS 2 HEALTHY BABY GIRLS BORN ALYSSA MARINA 4.5 LBS AVA CECILIA 5.1LBS |
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Hello!!
Jessie, I am so happy to hear such wonderful news from you. I can imagine how busy you are. Thanks a lot for posting your update. I am in the mid of cycling. Today I will go for u/s and b/w. ER will probably be on Monday or Tuesday. Any extra prayers are welcome! I am in peace.... strange to be said but really think that what has to happen will happen. Out of nowhere I am in the middle of job interviewing process. It is going good. On Monday, I had an interview and went to RE´s office: guess where I was more anxious? Of course, motherhood is my top priority right now. I would really love this to work out and be 9 months pregnant. Love to all!
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Claudia Me - 38: everything normal DH - 41: low motility (BREAKING GOOD NEWS: 12/30/08 Morphology is NORMAL... from 5% to 16%) TTC for 3 years 2 IUI: BFN 1 IVF/ICSI/ZIFT: June 08 Lost my angel at 8 weeks (8/24/07) October 08: genetic and auto-inumne testing NORMAL July 09: IVF + ICSI # 2 7/3: Start stims 7/13: 18 follicles (average 22x20), E2= 10,160 TRIGGER 7/15: ER 14 eggs, 14 mature, 14 fertilized 7/18: ET 3 great looking embryos 7/30: Beta #1 - 181 8/1: Beta #2 - 404 8/5: Beta #3 - 2,104 8/14: u/s, 1 gorgeous with a strong hb, 6w 9/29: u/s, 12w6d, amazing baby moving around! Praying for a miracle! Make a pregnancy ticker
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Claudia just wanted to say good luck today and sending
and
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Me:30 Amenorrhea DH:28 Perfectly Healthy Tedy ( beagle) Remy (choc lab) Precious (cat)Together 8+ Years TTC for 2 years Clomid 8/29/08 Menopur 10/2/08 Menopur 12/1/08 Menopur 2/8/09 IUI 2/18/09 3/5/09 6/10/09 lost baby ![]() 08/13/2009 DNC Menopur 225 units 10/09/2009-10/15/2009 IUI 10/18/2009 for a
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Claudia, I'm So Happy You Are Cycling, It's Been A Long Time Coming. I Know How Much You Usually Work So Try To Enjoy Some Much Needed Time Off. I'm Definately Sending Prayers Your Way!!!!!!
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ME= 32 PCOS DH= 40 PERFECT TTC 12 MON LMP 12-20-07 3-08 MET 1000 2X DAY 1ST RE APPT 5-08 6-08 HSG PERFECT! 8-27-08 B/W TO START PROV 9-8 LOW BETA9-12 CHEM WAITING FOR TO START FOLLISTIM.9-14 9-16 SAW RE BETA=0 START FOLLI 50 U TONIGHT! 9-19 B/W LOW E2, UP TO 75 U 9-21 U/S AND B/W FOLLIES AROUND 10MM, E2 STILL LOW, 75 U. 9-23 B/W E2 76 9-25 U/S FOLLIES NOT GROWING B/W E2 DROPPED TO 39 . INCREASED 100 U 9-27 B/W E2 51 CONT.100 U 9-29 B/W E2 206 9-30 U/S 2 FOLLIES 10-2 US 2 BIG FOLLIES SEVERAL SM ONES, B/W E2 1000 .OMG! 10-4- IUI#1 (32 MIL POST WASH!!) 10-17- HPT (OHSS)10-20-P4= 112 BETA=1200!! 10-22 P4=106 BETA=2703!!! 10-29 P4= 108 BETA= 31,83211-4 U/S WE'RE HAVING TWINS!! BABY A=147BPM 6W3D B= 117BPM 6W2D 11-11 U/S BABY A=163BPM 7W2D BABY B=159BPM 7W3D 11-25 U/S A= 181BPM B=174BPM 4-27-09 HOSP DUE TO SEVERE PRE-E 5-13-09 33.4WKS 2 HEALTHY BABY GIRLS BORN ALYSSA MARINA 4.5 LBS AVA CECILIA 5.1LBS |
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