[hopeful2bmom]

Rach- Your SIL would make my blood boil.

Devan- Sorry about the blue hair. Sally should def have it.
Thanks for texting Amy. Hopefully she was ok and just went on with her night.

I am off to bed now. Nite,nite.

[MamaSoon]

Love you too, Rach! Your SIL is sad. She has such issues that she is a ****ty uterus, mom, SIL, DIL, and auntie. What a loser. I do feel bad that she is suffering from a disease as horrible as anorexia. I think that is really too bad. I am glad you got some family time. How was your other SIL? I think I'll call her SIL and the other one PILL. LOL!

Don't worry about me. I know my Daddy loves me tons and tons and tons. He just isn't very good with words and emotions. I get that it is more fun to be with 3 little angel girls than an aging 35 year old. LOL. But he would do anything for me. I think that is why it is easier for me not to get torn in half about what he said. I believe he loves just as much as them.

Please let this cycle work for. Please God!

[Angelwithhope]

Unfortunately with anorexia there is no ryhme and there is no reason. It is a terrible disease to fight, often one that no one on the outside understands. The reason why I know this, I too was annorexic from the time I was 16/17 until I was 21. I looked in the mirror and saw so much fat, I couldn't stand myself. My family looked at me and saw skin and bones. I'd cry if I thought I'd eaten too much, there were times that I got sick and was telling myself that it was because I had a bug but I know now it wasn't. I feel for your SIL Racheal, but I feel more for you having to watch it. I hope that some day she will recognize what she has done to her body and to her babies, I hope that day will come before it's too late!!!

Heidi- I misread, yes it's Marissa going swimming. I'm a little out of it. Sorry Hun!! Love DD's comment too btw, she is so cute, she puts a smile on my face! TY for sharing her with us!

I'm having a pretty rough night. Just got off the phone with my dad, he tried to down play it but it sounds like my grandfather is dying. I am pretty heart broken. I lost my first grandpa when I was 7 and I have always thought (stupidly I might add) that my dad's dad would live forever, that nothing could touch him! He had a slip and fall shortly before DH and I met and start dating and had to have brain surgery for a anerusim. At that time they gave him 5-7 years before he started to go down hill. DH and I have been together almost. So I guess it's getting ot be 5 years. I am so heart broken, what if somethign happens to him and I can't go to say goodbye for some reason?! I love my Grandpa so much. I'm trying to remind myself that we don't live forever and that he has had a long life and that i shouldn't get myself worked up, but this is my Papa! The one who cried at my wedding....

[MamaSoon]

Shawna. I hope your grandpa is doing ok.

[jencat215]

Kris-I just love that pic of Simon in the sink. And you have a little gansta in the making...it does look like he is flashing some gang signs. Maybe that means it is time to move out of LA...

Rachael-your SIL needs a really good smacking. I hate when people like that complain about food. And it really makes me sad that she is starving her unborn baby. I hope her children don't grow up to be like her. Is this brother (the bad SIL) the Dr? Anyway, to let you know about eating chips, well DH and I went to Chili's tonight and I pretty much at 1/2 that huge basket of chips and salsa (DH is pretty good at eating too, the skinny bastard!) with 2 refills of the salsa (3 all together) and a side of ranch. With my dinner of soup and salad. Yes, I feel so full that I wish I hadn't eaten, but would I do it again? Hells yeah cause I really like those dam n chips and salsa (and ranch!). So, now I look 6 months pregnant with bloated belly.
Sorry about the side track story. Anyway, if your parents can adopt my DH, we can be SILs and I will be a lot more sensitive and friendly. And I will take parenting tips from you

I want a SIL. My BIL probably will be a bachelor for life (actually Kris, he really is cute so if you are interested...). BIL is our only chance at being an aunt/uncle one day. That kind of makes me sad.

Shawna- You are a very smart girl to see what you were going through and come out on the other side. Recovering from an eating disorder is really hard. You are a beautiful person inside and out.
I am sorry about your grandpa. Does he live near you? Can you go visit?

[MamaSoon]

Chips and salsa sound good right now. I am up watching a dvd from the show "Tell Me You Love Me". I swear it is like softcore porn.

[ara79]

hey girls. i just got back from the hospital. i called my ob and he said that anytime you fall during pregnancy that you need to be monitored. so, 4 hours of monitoring later, i am home and everything is fine. i am so tired i can't think straight, so i will catch up tomorrow.

[MamaSoon]

so so so glad Lily is ok, Amy. Sleepy sleep now.

Me too! Night!

[Angelwithhope]

Amy- So glad things are alright!!

Jen- Grandpa and Grandma live south of Alana actually. It would cost us a thousand bucks or more for a flight (Which we don't have thanks to IVF) or we could drive but it would be a four day drive and I swear my inlaws would moan the entire time we were away for leaving the biz so much. I suppose DH and I will have to talk about it and see what we decide. I've been crying off and on all night. I don't want this to bring me down, but I just love my grampy so much. It's eating me away...I hope my dad is wrong....