[lovingwife]

Originally Posted by emmaelson

Hi evryone thankyou for replying to me.
It realy upsets me when i see someone with a baby bump i know its a bit silly but i only have to watch someone on telly and it upsets me even though i know its just a pillow shoved up their top. I think it upsets me more because i think that my tummy should be that big now because my baby would have been due on the 24th April this year and i cant stop thinking about what he/she would have looked like and why he/she got took away from me, as i dont drink alcohol and i dont smoke and i eat healthily so i never done anything that could have harmed it. I thought it would have been easier if me and dh said that the baby was a little girl and we named her Lowis i know it might be a bit silly but it did sort of help a little bit at the time. But now i have got the 24th April rapidly approaching and i am scared of how i am going to feel. Me and dh said we would have a bit of quality time together and go shopping and then book into a fancy hotel for the night so we had a change of scenery and to try and take our minds of it a little bit, but i dont think it is going to work i am trying to stay posotive but it is so hard i should be so close to holding my baby in my arms but i never will.
love emma

A change of scenery sounds like a great idea! I had a difficult time dealing with my due date after the m/c as well. But, somehow, It does get easier with time. I am moving on and focusing on getting pregnant again. I know how difficult this is and we are here for you.

[Neta]

All of you ladies are really awesome, I am on this site all the time..... Please take care of yourselves and lest continue to take care of eachother...
Neta and blessing to you all.

[emmaelson]

hi evry one thanks for your lovely words