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05-08-2008, 04:24 AM
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will it ever stop hurting this much
I lost my baby today and it hurts so much. I can't stop crying. I can't breathe I feel like I am dying
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  Female-33--PCOS  Hubby--36-test failureUsing known Donor(takes a nice pic) Patches &Tiger (cats)CURRENTLY: 11/14--2nd anatomy scan& baby fluid is normal again will keep track of it. ITS A GIRL!!!! 7/10--transferred the three musketeers. (1-6bb & 2-3aa) dollar store hpt +, digital= pregnant!!! on to beta....7/18-beta #1 55  7/21 Beta #136 p4-39.2Beta#3 (7/25--815!) 7/30 (beta 4924)8/15--2 BEANS 7wk4d actual 7wk5d.baby A 156hb,B 154hb. (8/21--93584 baby A hb177 baby B-none  )EDD March 29,2008   God Please Bless our babies..... HISTORICALLY: 10-12-07--2 IUI's--no $ so onto IVF   In April 2008-------5/08/08--lost my angel for good William Benjamin --trisomy 16
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05-08-2008, 05:31 AM
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Tam, I just read this on the other part of the forum. I am just so sorry. I said this in my other reply, but I wanted to say it again. It will probably be hard to catch your breath or even wrap your head around what's happened for a while. Take time to grieve your loss, and even reach out to someone/group/forum if and when you feel you're ready. I was completely devastated. I couldn't even talk to my mom for a while (who I talk to every day, all the time). I just laid in bed and cried. I found a pregnancy loss support group through the hospital, and am SO glad I went. It was very helpful. I know it doesn't seem like it, but the pain will lessen with time. I wish I could give you a hug.
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Me:  Joline 30 (PCOS)DH: Rod 30 (Healthy) 10-20-07 BFP! 11-9-07 we saw and heard the heart beat! 11-15-07 the heart stopped beating -2 more failed rounds of clomid (50mgs then 100mgs) 3-26-08 BFP x3 (150mgs of clomid) 3-26-08 First Beta at 11 DPO=51 Prog=51  3-31-08 2nd Beta at 16 DPO=339 Prog=53.5 4-14-08 1st u/s=TWO little beans with perfect HB's over 160 bpm. Baby A measuring 6w3d Baby B 6w2d! 6-23-08 It's 2 BOYS! Madden and Myles!9-3-08 bed rest 9-24-08 Hospital bed rest 10-12-08 Madden Riley was born vaginally weighing 3 lbs. 15 oz. 10-13-08 Myles Lee was born via emergency c-section weighing 4 lbs 5 oz. www.myspace.com/missjoli The Thornton family is expanding!    
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05-08-2008, 06:14 AM
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Tam, I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Sandy TTC#1 for over 10 yrs ME - 37 - unexplained DH - 38 - fine Elevated FSH - respond poorly to meds ET - Oct.21st - 2 - 8 cell embies transfered - 8 to freeze  HPT - Nov.3rd and 4th - Beta #1- Nov.5th - 3097 - EDD July 11th, 08 Anatomy scan - Feb.20th - Twin A is a Boy and Twin B is a Girl  u/s- Apr.28th babies are approx. 3.5lbs each May 10th - baby shower May 15th - hospital bed rest until the babies are born. May 19th, Adrian and Sofia are here Born @ 32 weeks, 3 days. Twinstuff.com forum - San12    
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05-08-2008, 06:37 AM
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My heart is just breaking for you. I read your other post also. I am so very sorry for your loss and please know that we are all here to support you.
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Kelly Me: 33 low progesterone level (possible LPD), multiple miscarriages DH: 37 & great (most of the time) DS: Jacob- 5 yrs. old 12/02- MC at 12 weeks 11/03- DS born!! 7/05- TTC child #2 (cycles irregular since son's birth) 3/06- MC at 8 weeks 4/06- MC at 5-6 weeks 1/11/07- started 1st round of clomid 50mg cd 5-9 2/5/07- BFP!!!! beta 86 progesterone 49 2/7/07- beta 270 progesterone 57.56 2/26/07-U/S...saw the flicker of a heartbeat- 138BPM!!! 4/5/07- 2nd U/S saw the wiggling profile of the baby- heartbeat 154BPM 5/25 U/S..... It's a healthy Boy!!! EDD- 10/14/07 (c-section scheduled for 10/10!!) He couldn't wait........ Alex James born via c-section 10/9/07- 9 lbs. 12 oz, 21 inches.....he's perfect!!!   http://www.totsites.com/tot/alexseymour
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05-08-2008, 06:40 AM
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Tam- I am so sorry for your loss. I suffered a m/c in December. It takes time to grieve and although you will always feel sorrow it will get better. Lean on those around you and always know we are here to support you through the good and the bad.
-Lisa
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Me- 39 (TL) DH- 32 (healthy) 2nd IVF- Start Stimming- 2/22/08 ER- 3/9/08- 2 eggs retrieved only 1 fertilized- will do a 5 day transfer and hope it makes it to add with our one and only frozen blast. ET- 3/14/08- 2 blasts transfered 1 frozen 1 fresh Beta #1- 3/26/08- beta: 337Beta #2- 3/31/08- beta- 2,296 Beta #3- 4/04/08- beta- 6,971 Ist u/s- 4/07/08 one beautiful bean with strong heartbeat Thank you God!2nd u/s- 4/14/08 baby measuring right on track with strong heartbeat!! 3rd u/s- 4/21/08 measuring exactly 8 wks 1 day. 4/29/08- First ob visit- all is ok 5/05/08- first ob ultrasound- baby measured ahead 5/13/08- NT specialist at 4p- NT within normal range 6/16/08- anatomy scan (bloodwork abnormal)- amnio scheduled... Its a BOY!!! who happens to have an extra chromosome 21 7/15/08- ob appt baby right on track IT'S A BOY!! JACOB DAVID BORN 11/7- 7LBS 2 OZ. 
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05-08-2008, 06:46 AM
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Tam ... I am so sorry for your loss ... my thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband
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 June 9, 2008 - transfered 2 morula embryos on day 3 June 19, 2008 - beta 124 June 21, 2008 - beta 352 July 2, 2008 - one perfect little bean saw the heart flicker July 16, 2008 - little pooh-bear measuring perfectly hb 144 July 28, 2008 - obgyn apt. measuring 10 weeks, our little pooh-bear was moving around August 13, 2008 - nt scan, measuring 12w3d hb 157 August 22, 2008 - obgyn apt. pooh-bear's hb 160 September 24, 2008 - obgyn apt. October 14, 2008 - 20 week u/s scan ... we are having a BOY! November 11, 2008 - obgyn apt. parker's hb 145, measuring 25 weeks December 10, 2008 - glucose test February 27, 2009 - edd 
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05-08-2008, 07:20 AM
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Hold fast to your family and your faith. That is all we can do in times like these.
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05-08-2008, 08:27 AM
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Tam, I don't know what to say. I'm shocked and sad to hear your news. I'm so very sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and DH!
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 Me 34 (Maria)DH 37 (Rob) azospermia...chemotherapy/radiation TTC 2 1/2 yrs Lap for endometrial polyps/cyst on L ovary 9/15/06 5th IUI 10/10/07 !!!!! FINALLY! 1st BETA---10/30/07-----1,279 2nd BETA---11/2/07------4,416 1st u/s------11/15/07----WE'RE HAVING TWINS!! 2nd u/s-----1/2/08----only heard 1 HB as the babies were too active to get to hear both. 3rd u/s------1/31/08.....we are having a boy and a girl!!!! We are completely thrilled, amazed and blessed!! They both look very healthy and are measuring well! YEAH!!! Twins are here....5/10/08.....32 weeks 2/7 Lleyton Philip 4lbs, 17 in Delaney Elizabeth 4lbs 3 oz, 17 in 6/18/08 Lleyton 7lbs, 1 oz, 18 3/4 in Delaney 7lbs, 1oz, 19 in Milo (beagle with HUGE heart)
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05-08-2008, 08:34 AM
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i am so very very sorry. we are all here for you. let yourself grieve and do not out pressure on yourself to heal quicker than you are ready to. i can promise you that over time the pain lessens. it never goes away and you will always remember your 1st angel. my heart goes out to you, you and your dh are in my thoughts and prayers.
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 TTC #1 for 2.5+ years ME: (Amy) 28, tubal damage DH: (Chris) 30, perfect! 3 IUI cycles cancelled due to a # of problems & 1 cycle resulting in BFN 1/12 BFP on natural cycle,ectopic pregnancy ended 1/23/07 1st IVF: 2/7- ER- 17 eggies!! 2/10-ET 2 8-cell 6dp3dt, 7dp3dt hpt= God is so good! Betas: 2/22= 170, 2/25= 499, 2/29=2857 1st u/s 3/13 (My wedding anniversary!) 140 BEAUTIFUL bpm! 2nd u/s 3/27 - WOW! The growth is amazing! 182 bpm U/S 5/27/08 GO TEAM BLUE!!! OMG THEY WERE WRONG! We've switched teams...we're now THINKING PINK!!!  
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05-08-2008, 08:35 AM
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So sorry for your loss my thoughts and prayers are with you.
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-Angela Journey #1 First IUI converted to IVF 2/13/06 3.24.06- ET-2 embryos transferred-unsuccessful rest of 2006- ttc naturally w/acupuncture, herbs, metformin 1.10.07- IUI#1- Clomid, HCG trigger- unsuccessful 2.9.07-IUI#2- Tamoxifen- premature LH surge- unsuccessful 3.10.07-IUI#3 Tamoxifen, Follistim-premature LH surge- unsuccessful 4.06.07- IUI#4 Follistim, Menopur, Ganirelex, HCG trigger- a SUCCESS 4.22.07- HPT 4.24.07- Beta- 492 4.26.07- Beta- 1400 5.11.07- First U/S 1 Healthy Bean- HB 138 bpm EDD 12.29.07 6.14.07 U/S- EDD now- 12.24.07 7.24.07 IT'S A BOY!! December 25,2007- Our precious Gift Arrived- Gianni Jude 7lbs. 9oz. 20 1/2 inches  On to try our hand at miracle #2.. 9.18.08- Ready to GO again!!! 9.26.08- IUI- Follistim, Antagon/ Ganirelex 10.8.08- HPT I think?10.10.08- Beta128 10.31- u/s 1 bean HB 122 EDD 6/19/09
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05-08-2008, 09:35 AM
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Just wanted to tell you how sorry I am - I can't imagine going through what you are right now. Take care of yourself.
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 Me (Kelly) - 31, blocked right tube, PCOS DH - 34, low motility - Sadie TTC #1 since 1/05 11/05-1/06: 3 cycles of Clomid 100mg, all 7/07-12/07: IUI x 5 with Clomid/Letrozole, all 2/1/08 - HSG - right tube blocked  IVF#1 5/5/08 - ER - 46 follicles aspirated, 30 eggs retrieved, 24 are mature, 17 fertilized. Cycle canceled due to OHSS. FET #1 on 6/9/08 - single blast transferred... FET #2 on 9/10/08 - single blast transferred. 10/15/08 - D&C for miscarriage .FET #3 - Coming in 1/09
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05-08-2008, 09:56 AM
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Tami, I'm so sorry you have to experience this. It will get easier over time. I know that doesn't help right now. Take all the time you need to grieve your sweet baby. Know that we are here for you whenever you need to "talk".
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Me: 35 - stage 2 endo DH: 36 - perfect Tyson-the wonder dog 4/7/08-We miss you every minuteTTC 2 years 10/24/06 +hpt 11/29/06 D & C 10/25/07 first visit to RE 10/30/07 HSG-tubes are clear 3/4/08 lap-found and removed stage 2 endo 5/08-IUI w/clomid and injectables. Didn't need to---> 4/26/08- on hpt!!! Natural Cycle4/28/08-1st Beta 15 dpo-516! 4/30/08-2nd Beta 17 dpo-1286! Grow baby grow! 5/14/08-1st U/S-one perfect heartbeat! 5/21/08-2nd U/S-baby measuring on schedule! 7/28/08-Level II ultrasound-It's a GIRL!!! 
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05-08-2008, 10:06 AM
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So sorry, I'll pray for your healing....
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Me 34 (unexplained secondary IF) DH 33 DD 4yrs TTC #2 since 9/05 IVF #1 Jan/Feb 08 ER-7 eggies, 3 mature, 3 Fertilized,ICSI &AH, ET-2 perfect, 3rd didn't make it Chemical Pregnancy IVF #2 Apr/May 08 4/29 ER-6 eggies; 4 mature, 4/30 4 Fertilized-2 low quality, 2 moderate quality, ICSI &AH 5/2 ET 4 embryos, 5/12 Beta BFN Changed diet, accupressure, took Royal Jelly w/BP & supplements Natural Cycle- It's all in God's timing! 7/15/08 beta 9268/1/08 U/S #1 measuring 6w5d, hb 130, prog. 79 8/15/08 U/S#2 measuring 9weeks, hb 160, prog 64 8/29/08 U/S#3 measuring 11w1d, hb 169, prog 82, Stop PIO, Released to OB! 9/3/08 OB appt, hb 168, EDD 3/18/09 10/1/08 OB appt, hb 154 10/15/08 OB appt. U/S, hb 154, Anterior Placenta Previa 11/12/08 OB appt 22 weeks, measuring 25 wks, hb 143 12/10/08 OB appt U/S It's a BOY!!  EDD 3/18/09 Thank you Lord!
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05-08-2008, 10:07 AM
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Oh Tami, I am so sorry to hear this. I am praying for peace for the three of you.
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