[LorrieVillarreal]

Well dr said that it is a cyst. He took a hpt but it came back bfn. He said it is too soon to tell. He also said that we are suppose to get a cyst after ovulation. The best thing he said was that "I am ovulatory now" and then he said "go forth and multiply". He is such a nut. I want to say I am trying.
Well, I will cross my fingers for you and hope that you get a. I am still going to have to wait until Wednesday to test. AF is due on Tuesday hopefully she wont come.

So how are feeling today?

[moriarty]

yes, my doctor mentioned when i complained about some pain after i thought i ovulated that it could have been the cyst that grew.

so today is cd 29. if i ovulated and am running a 28 day cycle, today af would be due, but so far is a no show. i got a short lived positive on a opk 15 days ago, but not sure if i actually ovulated.

but when i got ovulated on my own i run on a 35 day cycle, so i might have a week to go. my doctor doesn't like to give me definites, so he said that clomid may or may not have effected my cycel length.

otherwise, my cramps got are about the same today, really just a very dull ache with a few stronger cramps here and there. but no blood. but my bb are not sore, the cramping is the only problem.

i'm getting anxious about testing, it's like the tests are staring me down every time i walk into the bathroom. but i don't want to see the bfn!

maybe it IS too soon to tell for you, maybe your little one implanted late and your hcg level hasn't had enough time to build.

fingers crossed!

[moriarty]

well i lost the battle to hold off and tested about an hour ago, BFN.

but its possible i am only 7 dpo or that it just isn't showing up yet, so i'm still hanging in there.

[LorrieVillarreal]

Sorry to hear about the HPT but it might just be that you are 7dpo and it is too early to tell. So I will keep postive thoughts for you and me. So we both are still on the ttw. At least we are in it together. I will test again on Wednesday. AF is excepted on Tuesday.

[moriarty]

yes, i've decided to stay optimistic for now. if i get af, at least its a good sign that i o'd, and if not, then hopefully, i'm pregnant.

still no af today.

keep me updated on you!

[LorrieVillarreal]

Well, I broke down and tested today and guess what I got a very faint postive line. So I tested again and again a faint postive. So I am excited and worried. I went to CVS and bought an hpt and have decided to wait until Wednesday. I just dont want to be disappointed if I am not.

keep your for me. I hope that all is well with you and that you get a very soon like in a week. More on Wednesday it is taking to long to get here.

[moriarty]

well you know they say a line is a line, so that's very exciting for you! i'll keep my fingers crossed, but i don't know how you're going to wait until wednesday. i'd be so impatient to test again.

still no af for me, i made an appointment with my doc on thursday morning. i really want to test again, but don't want to see the bfn.

[Kellileanne]

Congrats Lorrie!!! A faint positive is still a positive!!!!

Moriarty: I am still holding out hope!!!!!1

[LorrieVillarreal]

A line is a line. Its postive but then I worry if its a false postive or something else. I am just worried with this cramping. Yes I still have it. It is just not as sharp or as often.

Mor- I am praying for you. . I am going to test tomorrow. It is so nerve racking. Tell me what the doctor says?

Thanks for the congrats Kelli

[moriarty]

so lorrie did you tell your dh? that's great that it happened on only your second cycle of clomid, makes me optimistic if it didn't happen for me this cycle.

and i'm sure the cramping is nothing to be worried about, just your body adjusting to its new role.

[LorrieVillarreal]

okay so now i am totally freakin. I took another hpt today around 5:30 I figured what the hell right it was i mean not even a faint line or anything. I am still going to test in the morning. I did tell dh he said might be because i didnt use first morning urine. It was a different brand. Last time I use a equate from wal-mart got a faint postive this time use Answer and bfn. Still no af was due today. Maybe false postive? But will find out for sure soon. My temp is still high.
How are you doing? I just wish I knew you know what I mean. I just want to know either way!!

Has come your way. I hope not. Hope she just leaves the planet for 9 months for the both of us.
Thanks for listening to me vent.

[moriarty]

that stinks about the bfn, but you know each brand tests at a different level and if you weren't using fmu, it's entirely possible that the second test was wrong. let's hope you didn't have a false positive. and don't worry about the venting, go right ahead if you need to.

no af for me. i hope she stays away too, well at least for the right reasons. i've noticed some bb tenderness today and increased hunger, plus the need to nap over the past few days, but those could all be pms. i'll still stay optimistic until thursday morning at the doctor.

[LorrieVillarreal]

tested again this morning . But af still a no show and my temp is higher today than yesterday. Still above my coverline too. I am going to just wait and I must admit I hate it so much. This stinks. I was going to say maybe just maybe it could be the cyst keeping my temp up and af from coming? what do you think??

Let me know what the doctor says?? I hope he says that you are preggers. So how long have you been trying?

[moriarty]

i'm sorry aboutthe BFN. that does stink. well, you should probably make an appointment for the doctor if af doesn't show up in the next few days and your temp is still elevated. and it still could be that the tests you are using aren't as sensitive as the first one you used.

we've been trying for about 6 months, but i haven't been able to get af without provera, and everytime the doctor thought it would kick start my cycle up, but it never did, that is why this month we tried clomid. i'm worried that the clomid didn't even work, but we'll see what the doctor says tomorrow.

i've had a rough morning, i have crohn's disease, and my GI told me that i shouldn't even try until they can figure out that i really am in remission. i couldn't figure out whether i should just laugh in their faces or threaten to hit them. i did neither, and then got into my car and cried. luckily, i don't think my gyno agrees.

keep my updated.

[LorrieVillarreal]

we just recently started actively trying. like in February. I never have periods unless i use prometruim (provera) but with clomid last month I started in exactly 27 days. Gyn said I am ovulatory on Thursday. I dont know just going to try not to think about it.

Sorry to hear that you had a rough morning. I hope it gets better.

Talk to you tomorrow.