[babygrand1120]

Hi my name is Kimberly. I am 23 yrs old. Me and my husband have been married for 3 yrs. I started trying to get pregnant after our 1 yr wedding anniversary. Last month was 2 years that I have been trying to get pregnant. My doctor recently put me on Clomid 50mg and I just did my last treatment of that in September. My last progesterone level check was incredibly low, whereas my very first progesterone level was normal....How can this be? I had started bleeding on this last treatment and went in for blood work and it showed I was ovulating just very, very little. He then upped my clomid to 100mg. I haven't gotten to start it yet because I haven't had a period since August. This may be good news. I just don't want to get my hopes up because I have taken so many pregnancy tests and they have been negative. Can anyone give me insight to what might be going on? Tomorrow will be day 14 that I am late. If I don't start by tomorrow I am going to call the doctor. I can't stand not knowing anymore. I want a baby so bad I can't stand it! My maternal instinct is in overdrive!!! I have got to were now I can't watch shows with sick babies or woman having babies because all I do is wish that is me and either cry or want to cry.

Can't you tell I needed to vent! LOL I am just need someone that is going through what I am going through to share somethings that I may not know.

[Auntieb66]

Hi my name is Recie.I am 24yrs old. I have been married for 2 1/2 yrs. We started trying right away bc we knew it would take awhile. Tired clomid, letrozole, surgery for cysts, lupron shots, now on my first round of Menopur. Went to the doctor today hoping to get my shot of HCG but my follicles were not mature yet. Have to take 3 more shots(double the dose) today, tomorrow, and thursday, then go back to the doctor Friday for another ultrasound. I actually did not cry today bc I have cried so much in the past, I have made myself think the worst so I will not get my hopes up. Everyone tells me to stop think about it and it will happen. I get SICK of hearing that. I work for a pediatrician and it makes me sick when kids come in that obvisously are not well taken care of and I think I would take care of a baby. It got to where everywhere I go and see pregnant women it made me angry and jealous. I have been praying alot for God to help me with my attitude. I understand it is frustrating, so if you need to vent feel free to write me. Good luck and hope your late for a good reason!

[Lynn8704]

I have been TTC for 4 years now and I am 25 years old. This journey has been very heartwrenching and I feel exactly the way you do. I have to believe that it will happen and we will finally get pregnant, b/c if I don't believe that, then what am I doing all this stuff for? I just want to welcome you to this amazing site, w/out this community...I'm not sure how I would get through this!

[tobypup]

I am new here too and have been trying for 5 years and have had many ups and downs. times when I was sure I was pregnant only to be let down yet again. It has to happen some time. just once, to see the positive test is all I want. I will be a mom one way or another.