[3169brown]

Hi!
I am new to all these message boards and am just getting the hang of it. I need someone to understand what I am going through. I have been TTC for 5 years with no help, and decided to go to a fertility clinic earlier this year. I am so emotional, and feel like no one can possibly understand what I am going through. I have a scheduled IUI for Mon Aug 3rd. I only have one mature follicle, and already feel like its not going to work. I just am not prepared for another dissapointment, and I'm not trying to get my hopes up. i know I should be optimistic, but its difficult when I am being given hormones and can't even controll my own feelings.

[mabelina01]

Originally Posted by 3169brown

Hi!
I am new to all these message boards and am just getting the hang of it. I need someone to understand what I am going through. I have been TTC for 5 years with no help, and decided to go to a fertility clinic earlier this year. I am so emotional, and feel like no one can possibly understand what I am going through. I have a scheduled IUI for Mon Aug 3rd. I only have one mature follicle, and already feel like its not going to work. I just am not prepared for another dissapointment, and I'm not trying to get my hopes up. i know I should be optimistic, but its difficult when I am being given hormones and can't even controll my own feelings.

Well you have found many people here who can understand what you're going through. We've all been there where you feel like the only person on the planet going through this. It's really tough. IF is rough and then to feel like you're going through it alone makes it even worse. We all understand. But you came to the right place to find support. Welcome and hopefully that follicle is the one (as you'll hear often here, it only takes one

[IrishKelly]

3169brown-IF is one of the hardest things to deal with. People who are not going through it have no idea what it is like. You have come to a place to get great support and information.

Search the forums for the success stories. They really help when you are feeling low. I too hope this is the "one" follicle you need to give you your miracle!

Good luck!

[3169brown]

Thanks so much for your support. I have been reading other people's stories, and can relate to them. I just wish it was easier on everyone TTC. I see so many sories in news about moms abusing their children and just dont think its fair that they can mistreat their children, while others cant even be given a chance to get pregnant.

[StillWaiting410]

Greatest luck tomorrow!!!

[wallace1]

I still feel angry when I think about the pregnant crack addicted prostitutes. These women can have babies but so many who would be wonderful parents can't.