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"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
Maya Angelou
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me-36 High FSH-Hypothyroid dh-40 Low everything IUI 1 & 2-Clomid 100mg-Failed IUI 3 & 4/375 Gonal F 9/24 & 9/25-Failed IVF/ICSI Nov-One Egg Failed DEC-JAN-FEB= Hibernation March 12th- start stims- Lupron 2x, 150 Repronex, Gonal 375 (Holy cow I'm a walking Hormonal ..... )ER- 3/30 One Egg ![]() 4/2 Transfer Beta 4/13 Low positive- #'s dropping- Miscarriage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Going to start trying unmedicated IUI's (cheaper alternative) IUI- October 12th 1st Beta- 21dpiui Fri Nov 2nd- + 4989 Spotting 1st Ultrasound Nov 14th ~HB 135Next ultra Dec 3rd - all is great! 12/26 NT Scan waiting results~measured 13wks 1/21 Next Ultrasound~HB 150 2/21 Gender Scan- resescheduled for monday HB 158 2/25 ITS A BOY!!! ![]() 07/02/08 Jr is born!! |
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“I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination.”
Jimmy Dean
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me-36 High FSH-Hypothyroid dh-40 Low everything IUI 1 & 2-Clomid 100mg-Failed IUI 3 & 4/375 Gonal F 9/24 & 9/25-Failed IVF/ICSI Nov-One Egg Failed DEC-JAN-FEB= Hibernation March 12th- start stims- Lupron 2x, 150 Repronex, Gonal 375 (Holy cow I'm a walking Hormonal ..... )ER- 3/30 One Egg ![]() 4/2 Transfer Beta 4/13 Low positive- #'s dropping- Miscarriage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Going to start trying unmedicated IUI's (cheaper alternative) IUI- October 12th 1st Beta- 21dpiui Fri Nov 2nd- + 4989 Spotting 1st Ultrasound Nov 14th ~HB 135Next ultra Dec 3rd - all is great! 12/26 NT Scan waiting results~measured 13wks 1/21 Next Ultrasound~HB 150 2/21 Gender Scan- resescheduled for monday HB 158 2/25 ITS A BOY!!! ![]() 07/02/08 Jr is born!! |
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Here's one of my favorites:
That which does not kill us, makes us stronger. Friedrich Nietzche
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KarenMommy to Connor and Aaron, my sunshine and my rainbow IVF/ICSI Twins Born November 12, 2002 Male Factor Infertility Issues (Antisperm Antibodies) TTC from October 1999 until March 2002 TTC #3 naturally That which does not kill us, makes us stronger. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche The Miracle of Life Before you were conceived, I wanted you Before you were born, I loved you And before you were here an hour I would have sacrificed everything for you ![]()
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oh ye... and my:
"Young men think old men are fools; but old men know young men are fools." Truman Capote |
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To laugh often and much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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![]() ME: 36 (low ovarian reserve, poor egg quality, endo) DH: 37 (inconsistent counts, low motility) TTC 4 years IUIx5 IVFx5 BFP on final IVF! 12/19 First U/S(5w6d) TWINS!! saw two sacs, one heartbeat, baby b a little behind we hope he/she catches up! ![]() ![]() beta 26,000.Second U/S 1/2 Lost baby B. One healthy baby now measuring exactly on target with HR of 155. 3rd u/s baby b still there but getting smaller baby A is perfect, moving around and has a HR of 172.1/24 OB appt-baby measuring ahead-HR 173. 3/19 it's a girl!!!! Riley 3 (Bernese Mountain Dog) Puck 11 (Husky-Shepherd Mix,rescued at 5y/o) My babies!http://ourlittlemiracle-girl.blogspot.com/ ![]() ![]() |
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Back on the boards
Hey Ladies,
Glad to see this is back..wanted to share a nice poem I have seen and read..it's probably here somewhere else but thought I'd share again! Thoughts on Becoming a Mother There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be better. I will be better not because of genetics, or money or that I have read more books, but because I have struggled and toiled for this child. I have longed and waited. I have cried and prayed. I have endured and planned over and over again. Like most things in life, the people who truly have appreciation are those who have struggled to attain their dreams. I will notice everything about my child. I will take time to watch my child sleep, explore and discover. I will marvel at this miracle every day for the rest of my life. I will be happy when I wake in the middle of the night to the sound of my child, knowing that I can comfort, hold and feed him and that I am not waking to take another temperature, pop another pill, take another shot or cry tears of a broken dream. My dream will be crying for me. I count myself lucky in this sense; that God has given me this insight, this special vision with which I will look upon my child that my friends will not see. Whether I parent a child I actually give birth to or a child that God leads me to, I will not be careless with my love. I will be a better mother for all that I have endured. I am a better wife, a better aunt, a better daughter, neighbor, friend and sister because I have known pain. I know disillusionment as I have been betrayed by my own body, I have been tried by fire and hell many never face, yet given time, I stood tall. I have prevailed. I have succeeded. I have won. So now, when others hurt around me, I do not run from their pain in order to save myself discomfort. I see it, mourn it, and join them in theirs. I listen. And even though I cannot make it better, I can make it less lonely. I have learned the immerse power of another hand holding tight to mine, of other eyes that moisten as they learn to accept the harsh truth and when life is beyond hard. I have learned a compassion that only comes with walking in those shoes. I have learned to appreciate life. Yes I will be a wonderful mother.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me-36 High FSH-Hypothyroid dh-40 Low everything IUI 1 & 2-Clomid 100mg-Failed IUI 3 & 4/375 Gonal F 9/24 & 9/25-Failed IVF/ICSI Nov-One Egg Failed DEC-JAN-FEB= Hibernation March 12th- start stims- Lupron 2x, 150 Repronex, Gonal 375 (Holy cow I'm a walking Hormonal ..... )ER- 3/30 One Egg ![]() 4/2 Transfer Beta 4/13 Low positive- #'s dropping- Miscarriage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Going to start trying unmedicated IUI's (cheaper alternative) IUI- October 12th 1st Beta- 21dpiui Fri Nov 2nd- + 4989 Spotting 1st Ultrasound Nov 14th ~HB 135Next ultra Dec 3rd - all is great! 12/26 NT Scan waiting results~measured 13wks 1/21 Next Ultrasound~HB 150 2/21 Gender Scan- resescheduled for monday HB 158 2/25 ITS A BOY!!! ![]() 07/02/08 Jr is born!! |
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Its not always rainbows and butterflies, its compromise that moves us along.....
~From the Maroon 5 song "she will be loved" This is one of my favorites!!
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~*Kathi*~ Me: 29, PCOS, Clomid Resistant, abnormal cells on cervix DH: 33, Normal Lexy, 5 years old Sarah Ashton, 9 years old, God Daughter Tyler, 11 years old, God Son~2006- 3 rounds of Clomid.. BFN each time took a break until 2008 ~1/5/2008- first consult with RE, things went well ~1/8/2008-BETA= ~1/9/2008- started Metformin 2000 Mg and Provera 10 mg daily ~1/18/2008- ...this month I don't mind her coming cause that means I'm getting ready for the next step.~1/21/2008-Started Menopur injections ~1/30/2008- U/S shows follies measuring @ 11 mm ~02/04/2008-U/S shows follies are only 12 mm....my Menopur injections had been upped twice, starting again next cycle. ~02/10/2008-very faint pink bleeding, could this be implanttion? ~02/12/2008-BETA= ~02/22/2008-HSG shows right tube completely opened, not 100% sure about the left |
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Mantra for 2008!
I have a created a little mantra for our year!
In 2008 We start with clean slates For the healthy babies we'll create With our dear and fabulous mates Our periods will be late The embabies will gestate Our fears will abate We will reach our due dates To thank God and Celebrate!!!! ![]()
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Me (Stacey) -39, left tube blocked, myomectomy to remove 10 fibroids DH-44, Perfect! 10/07 & 11/07-IUI's, both FSH > 101st IVF/Microdose Flare Protocol 12/22/07-Began BCP 1/6/08-Began Stims 1/16-ER, 17 eggs, 9 fertilized 1/21-ET 3 blasts (no frosties) 1/31-Beta, 2nd IVF /Duramed Study/New RE 5/1-Began BCPs 5/17-Began Lupron 5/29-Began Stims 6/10-Trigger Shot 6/12-ER-30 eggs, 26 fertilized! 6/17-ET, ET 3 blasts! 10 blast frosties! 6/24-EPT ! (7dp5dt)6/25-C.B.E. Digital ! (8dp5dt)6/26-Beta, 9dp5dt-305! Thank you God!6/28-Beta 2, 11dp5dt-583! 7/2-Beta 3, 15dp5dt-2577! P4-58 7/14- Two sacs, couldn't see Baby A. Baby B has a heartbeat of 117! 7/24-Baby A and B are both OK! Heartbeats of 160 and 164--Twins!! 8/20-Released to OB, RE says both babies are perfect! 10/20/08-20 week scan, everything looks great for both babies! 11/21/08-Cervix is 1.3, now on bedrest. ![]()
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I know this isn't keeping with the tradition of the positive vibes we have going on this board (which I love!!), but sometimes I just have to cry. I don't know if you all have heard about it, but there is a song about infertility by Kellie Coffey called "I Would Die for That". You can listen to the whole song on her MySpace page MySpace.com - Kellie Coffey - OKLAHOMA CITY, Oklahoma - Country / Pop / Rock - www.myspace.com/kelliecoffeyartistpage. Warning, it is sad, and you will cry!
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~*jess*~ TTC for five long years...all of our younger siblings have children me - 28, one tube, very few eggs, good ones almost always on the wrong side DH - 31, awesome, but not always available due to his military service (luckily, the Navy does IUI's ) Mali - 4 year old beagle princessHistory 10/07 - Lap, removed diseased left tube 11/07 to present - total 8 Follistim cycles, 225IU, 5 of which DH was able to 6/20 - IUI#1 - 7/23 - IUI#2 - 9/22 - IUI #3 - Current Cycle 10/4 - AF 10/6 - start BCPs till 11/16 so I can do a semi-natural cycle (with Follistim) when HUBBY GETS HOME!! 11/17 - baseline ~~I miss my husband right now more than any other Navy wife can possibly imagine~~ www.myspace.com/jessicaleas www.myspace.com/california_beagle |
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I love this quote:
"To achieve the life you want, you must first give up the life that you have." ~Carolyn Myss Great thread ladies, I love all the quotes and poems.
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Me: PCOS + elevated prolactin DH: Good to go!! May 8th- D&C (all is well!) May 19th- C1 50mg clomid and Parlodel May 29th- C2 100mg clomid June 7th- C3 150mg Clomid No ovulation with clomid ![]() June 16th- started follistim 75 total of 10 injections ![]() July 12th- ![]() July 14th- C2 of follistim July 29th- next u/s...should be ready for hcg! August 11th- ![]() August 13th- !st beta 41 August 15th- 2nd beta 73 August 19th- 3rd beta 185 September 11th- 3rd u/s heartbeat 143!! Yeah!!! ![]() |
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I am greatful to have found this thread :)
"I hope we can be happy where we are, be grateful for our blessings now, here accept that challenge that is ours and make the most of it, and not be envious of others." ~Ezra Taft Benson
"It is much more sensible to be an optimist instead of a pessimist, for it one is doomed to dissappointment, why experience it in advance?" ~ Elizabeth Peters "Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow; it empties tomorrow of its strenth" ~ Corrie Ten Boom
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TTC since 2004 me - 30 (speculation of poor eggs) DH - 31 Unexplained Infertility Clomid, HSG, LAP (some endo) July 25th 2007 - July 29th 2007 - at 5 weeksER November 16th/07 ET November 19th Beta December 5th February 2nd/08 start suprefact Febuaray 11th cervical dialation FET - March 7th (Beta March 22nd) hpt March 13, 14, 15 hpt March 16....very faint March 22 beta - (chemical)July 15th (natural) 1st beta (17dpo) - 79, 125, 160, 190, 13 July 29th - miscarriage confirmed October IVF 2 (2008) ER October 18th - retrieved 12 eggs ET October 21st - transferred 2 8cell embies (froze 5) HPTs positive at 6dpt (+ everyday after) Beta #1 November 4th 501 Beta #2 November 6th 1203 Beta #3 November 12th 8600 U/S November 12th saw yolk sac U/S November 20th one perfect peanut with hb of approx. 175bpm " Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its strength " Corrie Ten Boom |
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I'm not sure who to credit this quote to. But I'm certain that I got it from one of the Pastor's at my church...
"You can't have a testimony without a test"
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![]() ![]() Me - PCOS DH - MF 7/08 - 4th round of IVF (1 canceled cycle, 2 )3/08 Changed RE's for cycle #4 FET necessary due to OHSS... 7/19 - ![]() 1st Beta - 175 2nd Beta - 566 3rd Beta - 2544 7/25 - 1st U/S - One sac and yolk! ![]() 8/1 - for a heartbeat - 122 bpm Praise God!! I'm so thankful I want to just shout and dance all day!![]() 11/7 - Anatomy scan..."Let's hear it for the boys!" |
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Never Give Up Beacuse You Never Know What Tomorrow Will Bring.
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Quote:
Oops, I had a couple of words wrong, had to fix them ![]()
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TTC since 2004 me - 30 (speculation of poor eggs) DH - 31 Unexplained Infertility Clomid, HSG, LAP (some endo) July 25th 2007 - July 29th 2007 - at 5 weeksER November 16th/07 ET November 19th Beta December 5th February 2nd/08 start suprefact Febuaray 11th cervical dialation FET - March 7th (Beta March 22nd) hpt March 13, 14, 15 hpt March 16....very faint March 22 beta - (chemical)July 15th (natural) 1st beta (17dpo) - 79, 125, 160, 190, 13 July 29th - miscarriage confirmed October IVF 2 (2008) ER October 18th - retrieved 12 eggs ET October 21st - transferred 2 8cell embies (froze 5) HPTs positive at 6dpt (+ everyday after) Beta #1 November 4th 501 Beta #2 November 6th 1203 Beta #3 November 12th 8600 U/S November 12th saw yolk sac U/S November 20th one perfect peanut with hb of approx. 175bpm " Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its strength " Corrie Ten Boom |
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