[emsmomof1]

I am 30 years old, and have been ttc on and off for 6 years with a almost 2 year stop because of gastric bypass surgery. We found out in 2005 that my husband has a low sperm count. When we got those results we decided if we got pregnant fine and if we didn't it would be ok because we have a wonderful son, who is 8 now. I think that is why I am having such a hard time understanding why it has been so hard to get pregnant. Lately it has been rough cause the little man has been asking for a brother or sister, and alot of my friends are expecting or just had babies of their own, and my sister is pregnant too. I know I shouldnt be jelous of them, but it just hurts. I am thrilled for them. I just had labs drawn again yesturday for my tsh and prolactin to start the process again. We don't want to go as far as iuf, or ivf. We are hoping it is just something hormonal on his part, cause the motility, and shape are fine. There just arent enough of them. We are also wondering if since the surgery my hormones are a little off. I guess we will find out in the weeks to come. Thanks for the "ears" it is hard to talk to him cause I know he feels like "less than a man" and he feels bad cause he feels like it is his fault we havnt conceived yet.