[frymomma2b]

Ok so bare with me. I have really been feeling alot of pulling from God after this last m/c. i feel as though he said "I am not loosing you like I did with the first m/c. You will find comfort in me and do as I ask of you." Well I have done my best. I am trying to diet and fill my hunger with the word. So i found this verse in Duderonamy that said something to the jist of "You will not be barren" and another in Samules that said that Hannah was so saddened because she could not bare a child and so she wept and did not eat and the Lord heard her cries and soon she gave birth to a prophet. Then my English Proffesor talked about Jacob and his wife in class and how they did not have a child till she was 99 and it was Isaac! WOW! Is that not inspirational? It is like God is showing me that it will happen I will have my boys. <I just know that i will have boys.lol. Well today I took my opk and it was perfectly positive! Last time it took 5 months to get a positive and then another 2 for even close to a positive! I think God gave me that pregnancy in order to line out my hormones and get some progesterone. Its amazing that i ovulated so perfectly. On time, my last opk and perfectly dark pink lines . Oh and we bd last night and the morning before so that is good to. I pray that i get my little Isaac. Keep me in your prayers . Love yall

[jencat215]

That is really wonderful Lorry. I love the little signs you are getting. I know that you will have your little baby (boy) in your arms someday soon. Keep the positive attitude and faith. It WILL happen. Congrats on the + OPK! With your amazing attitude, you can't go wrong.

[frymomma2b]

Thank you sweety and how did it go for you today? I pray you get your bfp this time. It will work and then we can celebrate together!

[HollyfromSC]

Lorry, that was beautiful...I love that you are getting all those signs from God. He will take care of us. Thank you for sharing that...and Good luck!!

Holly

[jenedens6102]

Lorry, this is a wonderful post. You mentioned the prayers of Hannah for Samuel. I want you to know that I started praying that prayer June 3rd and every day since. I changed the word "son" to "child" and HE still blessed us with a son. This was my prayer:
"Oh Lord Almighty, if only you will look upon your servants misery and remember me and not forget your servant but give her a child, then I will give that child to the Lord for all the days of his/her life." This verse was given to me during an anointing ceremony at church the same day. I had a hard time with my emotions after my miscarriage. While I found comfort in knowing that finally I could indeed conceive and we could do it on our own I wondered why He didn't allow us to keep the first pregnancy. It was ectopic so I know medically why but I felt so secure in finally receiving the blessing that I couldn't understand why it was taken from us. The anointing ceremony was beautiful and I don't think I had really allowed all the tears and grieving from my miscarriage until that time. And I'm not one to cry in front of people but man the tears were flowing. I too heard God saying "you will not be barren, I will bless you in my time, trust in me." When we allow Him the control He can work wonders in our lives. Best of luck to you!

[Love_Drug_04]

This is all I need for the day and now i can sign out. I was looking for inspiration and I have found it. I hold tight to that verse in ISamuel 1:27 and I pray it. Last night I prayed and told God that if He thought these tests (infertility) were going to make me shun Him or turn away from Him or stop praising Him, He could soooooooo forget it and that I was not going to cease until He blessed me and I recited that verse 'I prayed for this baby and God has answered my prayers' and I went to sleep. I attended a birthday party/house warming and left feeling saddened because I was the only person there with no children. The mothers were very nice and one told me she could not wait for the news to hear I was pregnant. I told her I was still trying.

One of my dear friends told me there is a verse that says that we will not be barren and so I am please to see it referenced here. I am off to find it so I can review it tonight during my Bible study.

Everyone hold fast to your beliefs and continue to pray and ask God for the desires of your heart.

God I will not cease until you bless me with those twin baby boys I dreamt of. It was a vision You sent to me and I will not give up until you bless me. Amen!

[Neta]

OMG..... you all are so inspirational, you are annointed and through your words from him I feel release. Thank you for the verses, when I 1st got my BFN I turned away from him, I was so discouraged but it was brought back to me full circle..... he is still in control.... Thank you ladies.......SO MUCH!

[pearlsofia]

frymomma2b,

Thank you so much for posting this. Dealing with IF is really hard for me and then to have lost my one miracle as Jen said. It was really hard for me to see God the same again. Don't get me wrong I still love him but like with a distant love. I guess because I've been hurt by the m/c. It took me a year to actually say I'm 'ok' with the m/c. Not that you're every ok about it but at least I know my life will continue. I am now starting my FET cycle. I call it my last chance at catching my star. I have been praying, well mostly meditating to God and asking that he take control of this cycle and to PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE pour a little blessing over me. I'm not asking for a money, car, huge home, nothing ... only that he bless me just with one baby and my heart will be whole.

God please rain a little blessing over me this month.

Thank you so much for posting this it really made my day today.

[frymomma2b]

I am so glad that you ladies were inspired by this verse. It was not me that had anything to do with it but i did let God speak through me what he had laid on my heart. i told dh that i would feel inclined to name my son Samuel after feeling such a connection with Hannah and the first chapter of Samuel. He was like "we will see".I love you ladies and if you would like to talk to me about things at any time just pm me.

[Jacklyn]

Good luck to you Hoping this is your month.

[nalongo]

lorry and others,

thanks for the wonderful inspirational messages you posted. i lost my twins at 21 wks a month ago, and like you, i did NOT, and do NOT lose faith in God. He is able, and HE knows why He allows certain things to happen - good or bad (in our eyes). I believe that for every 'bad' thing that happens, He has even better plans that we, as humans cannot begin to comprehend!

today i visited my re to get my next program for FET, i went in for scan since am still spotting slightly even if it's a month since i had a m/c. we saw a large follicle and the matron advised me and dh to bd tonight and for the next 3 days. although we laughed about it, i stopped for one moment to think how God works (ofcourse i can't even begin to imagine!). anyway, i thought to myself- if God gave us our twins thru' ivf, may be it was his way of preparing my body for a natural fertilization this time around! i've decided to keep my and ofcourse pray for a miracle!

thanks ladies for letting me vent, and once again thanks for being so inspirational! have a blessed day.

[Neta]

God is good, and you are right we do not know what he has in store......