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Old 08-25-2009, 06:33 PM
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BSN I just got home and got online to check on you... I am soooo sorry to hear this... I was really hoping this baby was a late implanter... I will keep you in my prayers and please don't give up on trying for a baby... Thinking you my friend....

Mandy
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Diagnosis
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~Low Progesterone
~Short tubes

IVF#1 July 2009

FRET Oct 2009

IVF#2 Nov 2009
10/21 Lupron
10/23
10/26 E2 is still to high
10/30 RE appt. E2 dropped but not enough
11/02 E2 starting to climb (WTH )
11/02 Stopped Lupron and started BCP
11/18 RE appt. start LUPRON(10 follies)
11/23 Start stimming
11/30 Trigger
12/02 ER
12/05 or 12/07 ET
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Old 08-25-2009, 06:36 PM
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ET/FET PUPO !!!!
Mmurphy -7/24 (3 embies)


Answered Prayers
Sweetpea -7/18 (Beta #1 =227, #2=704)
Caty561 -7/20 (Beta #1=21, #2=76.1, #3=240, #4=2300)
Dawn0728 -7/20(Beta #1=145, #2=278)
Jandm -7/20 (Beta #1=8.22, #2=42.4, #3=113, #4=245)

Jenn25ky -7/21( Beta #1=1748, #2=3767)
Carseatfreak -7/21(Beta=185.4, #2=366.4)
Mews0609 -7/22(Beta=311,#2=710)
Tygerlilly -7/23(Beta=130,#2=280)
Lia - 7/23( Beta=79,#2=398, #3=6711)

Gbskurda -7/24(Beta=246,#2=673,#3=2211)
Luckyday -7/29 (Beta=458,#2=1070,#3=3637)

Mwalls -7/30 (Beta=85,#2=219,#3=483, #4=1085,#5=4083)
Chuchu -7/30 (Beta=181,#2=404, #3=2104)
Xaaf76x -7/31 (Beta=151,#2=391,#3=636,#4=1515,#5=3117)
Sarahmommy -8/3 (Beta=51, #2=100,#3=180,#4=960)
Miraclebaby22009 -8/6 (Beta=1178)
Hj'smommy -8/6 (Beta=78.5,#2=132.5)
Jennifer&James -8/7(Beta=246,#2=3700)
Mmurphy -8/7(Beta=16,#2=138)
Lissett -8/10 (Beta=991)
McK73005 -8/13 (Beta=>50,#2=259)


ULTRASOUND!!!!!(Baby#)
Caty561 -7/31 (Singleton)
Dawn0728 -7/31 (Singleton)
Gbskurda -8/2 (Singleton)
Jenn25ky -8/3 (Twins plus 1 little angel)

Jandm -8/4 (Twins)
Mew0609 -8/4 (Twins)
Carseatfreak -8/6 (Twins)
Sweetpea -8/7 (Twins)
Mwalls -8/7(Singleton)
Tygerlilly -8/10 (Twins)
Sarahmommy -8/12(Singleton)
Lia -8/13 (Singleton)
Luckyday -8/14 (Twins)
Chuchu -8/15 (Singleton)
Jennifer&James -8/18 (Singleton)
Lissett -8/18 (Twins)
Xaaf76x -8/20 (Singleton)
Miraclebaby22009 -8/21 (Twins)
Hj'smommy -8/24 (SIngleton)
McK73005 -8/24 (Singleton)
Mmurphy -9/2

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Sweetpea (+hpt)

Carseatfreak (+hpt) 10+...lol
Lia (+hpt)
Jandm (+hpt)
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Xaaf76x (+hpt)
Miraclebaby22009 (+hpt)
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Bothsidesnow for her loss


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Old 08-25-2009, 06:37 PM
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Sweetpea -2 babies(Nailed it)
Caty561 -2 babies( 1 baby)
Dawn0728 -1 baby (Nailed it)
Jandm -2 babies( Nailed it)
Jenn25ky -1 baby( 2 babies)
Carseatfreak -2 babies(Nailed it)
Mews0609 -2 babies(Nailed it)
Tygerlilly -1 baby ( 2 babies )
Lia - 1 baby( Nailed it)

Gbskurda -1baby(Nailed it)
Luckyday -2 babies (Nailed it)

Mwalls -1 baby(Nailed it)
Chuchu -2 babies (1 baby)
xaaf76x -2 babies (1 baby)
Sarahmommy -1 baby(Nailed it)
Miraclebaby22009 -2 babies (Nailed it)
Hj'smommy -1 baby (Nailed it)

Jennifer&James- 1 baby (Nailed it)
Mmurphy -1 baby
Lissett - 2 babies (Nailed it)
McK73005 -1 baby (Nailed it)
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Old 08-25-2009, 06:48 PM
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I am back from the doctor's office.... Our little one didn't make it. It hadn't grown at all since our last appointment five days ago and there was no longer any heartbeat. I am very sad but am at peace knowing that my angel went to heaven. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

BSN, I am truly heartbroken for you and DH. Your time will come sweetheart, I promise.
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DH 52 yrs ~ perfect
proud parents to "his" 24 & 19, "hers" 21 and "ours" 4

TTC 2nd "ours" since May '08
Oct 2008 but m/c at week 8
Feb 2009 but chemical

IVF #1 4/13/09 beta

IVF #2 8/7/09 beta

IUI #1 10/22/09 , but chemical
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Old 08-25-2009, 06:59 PM
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Bothsides-I am so so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. I will say a special prayer for you tonight. Hugs.
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Me 30-Okay
DH 33-Low motility & morphology
Mabel (black pug)Willie (fawn pug)
TTC #1 since 4/07

9/17/08-First RE appointment
10/08-12/08-3 IUIs with Clomid
1/09-3/09-2 IUIs with Gonal-f

IVF #1 July 2009
7/9-ER-19 eggs, ICSI, 11 fert.
7/11-ET-2 embabies transferred, AH, 6 snowbabies
7/22-Beta 79
7/24-Beta 146
8/5-u/s-no sac, beta not climbing
8/11-ectopic, methotrexate


FET #1 November 2009
10/16-Start acupuncture
11/5-
11/24-ET

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Old 08-25-2009, 07:06 PM
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BSN-I am so sorry. We will be praying for peace for you and dh.
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TTC since 2000
multiple failed IUI's through 2002

DH 33-severe male factor
me 28-PCOS
Adopted dd 5/2007 at birth

HSG 4/2009 normal
Laproscopy 4/2009-mild endometriosis

IVF #1 May 2009 postponed due to poor response
Attempt #2 couldn't start stims due to ovarian cysts.
#2 275 Follistim75 Menopur/Ganirilex on day 6 of stim
ER 7/22 19 eggs/16 ICSI/12 fertilized
ET scheduled 7/25 (4 cells/grade 3+)
Day 3 transfer/2 8 cell grade 3/4 one compacting
Beta #1 8/6 78.5
Beta #2 8/8 132.5
u/s 8/24 5.3mm due 4/14/10
u/s 9/10 22.4mm due 4/14/10-heard heartbeat 160bpm-dancing around on screen!
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OB 9/14 everything looks good!


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Old 08-25-2009, 07:21 PM
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BSN - I am so very sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers.
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me (35)- tubal issues
dh (33) - perfect
DD (2 1/2) born via C/S 12/7/06

10/08 #2 after trying about 5 months
11/03/08 ectopic 5 1/2 weeks - D&C (methotrexate)
1/09 HSG - lt tube blocked; rt fine
4/2/09 Lap done - left tube removed; right tube clubbed
4/8/09 referred by OB to RE
6/16 - started BCP and aspirin
7/3 - started Lupron
7/8
7/9 - bw/us - Yay!!! Start Stims
7/21 - ER - 22 eggs Retrieved
7/22 - 16 fertilized - 8 snowbabies & 8 being watched
7/26 - transfered 1 blast, 1 late morula - all Grade A
7/31 bloodwork - check hormone levels
8/7 beta
8/9
8/20 Started acupuncture once a week


FET Nov 2009
10/25
FET Nov 2009
10/28-31 Clomid 2 x day
11/5 - bw/us (lining 5)
11/6 - acupuncture 'tweak' to help thicken lining
11/7 - bw/us (lining 9.5) - HCG Trigger!
FET - Friday 11/13 - 1 hatching blast and 1 late morula (assisted hatching and embryo glue)
11/18 - hormone check
11/25 - beta
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Old 08-25-2009, 07:25 PM
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Hello all!!!!!

Sarahmommy- Congrats on graduating!!!!! Isn't that such a good feeling... I met Dr.Z recently, he was the doc who actually just did my last transfer bc kriener was out. He is very nice and made me feel very comfortable. Unfortuntaley i got a BFN last monday...AF is here in full force!!! We our giving it one last shot in the fall, so lots of prayers are needed!!!

Mandy911- Happy birthday to your daughter!!!!! 18 i can't image going through the teen years...having a diffucult time with my two year old lol!!!!

Mews- I am sooo sorry to hear bout the other twin!!! That has to be such a bittersweet situation, sad but xcited at the same time. My prayers go out to you and your wife and that miracle baby growing!!!!!!!!

Enci- It only takes ONE!!!!!!!!! xtra prayers for you!!!!

Bothsideshow- No words, just A BIG HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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endo,one ovary,thrombophilia & hypertension
DH 29
low volume/contrast

IVF8/07
22eggs,11 fertilized, 3 blasts

lost hearbeat 9wks

FET11/07
transferred 2 blasts
its a girl!!!
Born via c-section 34wks 6/30
Healthy,perfect 2yr old now!!

Jan-april 2009
clomid w ovidrel

IVF 07/2009
15 eggs, 5 fert
8/1/09 transfered grade aa blasts(perfect)
no frozen


Giving it one more shot fall 2009!!! Please god give my daughter a sibling!!!
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Old 08-25-2009, 07:47 PM
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Bothsidesnow- I am so sorry. I know what you are going through, and I am glad you are feeling at peace. Much love to you as you heal.

Thanks all for your words of encouragement on my embies. I am trying to feel hopeful. It is hard knowing this is our last shot at this. I know it only takes one. I know I have two. And I am trying to set aside my fear and live in a more positive mode!
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DH- 39 low count, low motility but enough that an IUI should work
TTC since January 2007
8 IUIs

1/2009 moving on to IVF
IVF #1
3/3 trigger shot, 10 follicles, 5 mature
3/5 ER scheduled with ICSI
3/6 3 fertilized
3/8 ET 1-8 cell 1-7 cell 1-5 cell
3/9 commencing 2WW!
3/18 (9 days into the 2ww)
grow baby grow!
3/26 (18 dp3dt) Beta 1240
4/1 (24 dp3dt) Beta >10,000
4/16 saw the heartbeat and graduated to the regular OBGYN!
5/11 started bleeding- saw the baby in distress with probable genetic issues- barring a miracle were not going to have our baby
5/15 lost our baby girl. Filled with sadness.

IVF #2
5/30 started BCP again
6/30 lupron
7/11 stims
7/19 only 4 follies, and had the flu- converted to IUI
8/6

IVF #3- lupron flare
8/9
8/10 microdose lupron e2 32
8/12 450 follistim
8/17 day 6 of stims, 3 follies on the R, Left Ovary on walkabout
8/24 6 eggs retrieved, 5 were mature, only 2 fertilized with ICSI
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Old 08-25-2009, 07:52 PM
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BSN: I am very, very sorry for your loss. You need to take the time you need right now to rest, grieve and eventually to heal. Treat yourself well. If possible, take some time off. Your body is going through a lot, in addition to all the emotional issues. It does get better, very slowly. You CAN do this.


AFM: I am going to my RE tomorrow for a followup ultrasound after my M/C on August 11th. I am hoping to see healing, and nothing that looks like it will require a D&C. Bloodwork this morning - praying that my beta numbers are dropping. I've been getting acupuncture and I start therapy on Monday with a Ph.d who specializes in women's issues and grief counseling. This is my second week back at work. Things get easier, but are still hard. Just today, my secretary (who knows I was out of work due to the m/c) told me I was "pushing 40!" and someone at an after-work event grilled me with "when are you starting a family?" b.s. until I told her,"Look, I actually lost my pregnancy two weeks ago!" and then she started crying. Ugh!
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DH: 38, normal
never pg

IUI #1:
Gonal-f, 150
5/23 - IUI
5/24 - IUI
6/5 - AF

IVF #1:
June 24: Begin suppression: Lupron - 10 units
July 3: AF
July 6: Begin stims: Gonal-f 375 / Lupron 5
July 12: Labs: 1 follicle is 11, others < 10. E2 only 39. Cancellation possible. Up Gonal-f to 600!
July 14: E2 268, 4 follicles.
July 16: E2 864!
July 17: Trigger
July 19: ER - 5 retrieved
July 21: 1 embryo left. 3 fertilized but failed, 1 "was not an egg."
July 22: ET - 1 8A excellent!
2WW: Crinone 8% 2/day
Aug. 3: Beta 116
Aug. 5: Beta 348 (but spotting! Stop Crinone, add PIO shots 2/day)
Aug. 7: Beta 1382 (bleeding, cramps)
Aug. 7-10: total bedrest, PIO, Estradiol, Rhogam
Aug. 11: Miscarriage

IVF #2:
no suppression phase
Nov 9 - CD2 - Begin Stims - 450 gonal-f
Nov 19 - Trigger
Nov 21 - ER
Nov 24 - probable ET
Dec 8 - possible Beta
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Old 08-25-2009, 08:39 PM
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I am back from the doctor's office.... Our little one didn't make it. It hadn't grown at all since our last appointment five days ago and there was no longer any heartbeat. I am very sad but am at peace knowing that my angel went to heaven. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

I am so sorry ,we are feeling your pain...I don't have words to say how I feel right now
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Old 08-25-2009, 10:14 PM
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Bothsides- I am so heartbroken for you right now. Know that I am thinking of you and crying for you. I wish I could give you a hug or could say something to make it better. I know that is not possible only time will help you but your little one is up in heaven and appreciates all the love and nurturing you gave him/her. Please let me know if you need anything and dont give up hope you will be a great mom.
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me 33 no known problems
dh 32 azoospermia
.bw & ultrasound for suppression check 7/1/09 e2 is 42
.Stims will start 7/04/09 225 bravelle ,75 menopur plus start baby aspirin
.bloodwork 7/6/09 e2 is 41!!!! 300 bravelle and 75 menopur tonight
.up dose 7/7 & 7/8 to 150 Bravelle with 75 menopur twice daily now
.7/9 e2 373 prog 1.0 9 follicles on rt & 6 on left lining 5.1 300 Bravelle & 75 Menopur 7/9 & 7/10
.7/11 e2 766 prog 0.4 11 follices on rt & 6 on left lining 7.3 300 Bravelle & 75 Menopur on 7/11 then drop to 225 Bravelle & 75 Menopur on 7/12
.7/13 e2 1372 prog 0.6 14 follicles on rt & 6 on left
225 Bravelle & 75 Menopur
.7/14 e2 2100 prog 0.7
.7/16 er 8 eggs 5 icsi'd 3 fert
.7/21 et 2 blasts 1 4bc & 1 3cb 3rd one didnt make it to freeze
.beta 151 7/31,beta 391 8/3, beta 636 8/5,beta 1515 8/11,beta 3117 8/13

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Old 08-25-2009, 10:21 PM
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Enci I am praying your 2 embies continue to grow... Please keep us posted!!!!
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Diagnosis
~Thin Lining
~Low Progesterone
~Short tubes

IVF#1 July 2009

FRET Oct 2009

IVF#2 Nov 2009
10/21 Lupron
10/23
10/26 E2 is still to high
10/30 RE appt. E2 dropped but not enough
11/02 E2 starting to climb (WTH )
11/02 Stopped Lupron and started BCP
11/18 RE appt. start LUPRON(10 follies)
11/23 Start stimming
11/30 Trigger
12/02 ER
12/05 or 12/07 ET
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Old 08-26-2009, 06:13 AM
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BSN: so sorry for your loss, will be thinking about you. It will get easier with time, but it will take time. I wish you luck in the future,a nd I am sure you will one day be a mommy, and a very good one at that!!

Mews: so sorry to hear about the other twin. That sounds very sad. I agree however that it is great that the other one seems to be thriving. I wish you all the best for a successful rest of pregnancy!

Almost Erin: My thoughts are also with you, as it is a terrible thing to go through a m/c. I remember being told by one of our good friends aferter my 1st m/c....well you shouldn`t have told us about it before 3 mths anyway!! It was terrible, and made me feel even worse, and probobly set me back a few days in my grieving....anyway, sounds like you are getting the help you need to move one, and I wish you the best with that!!

Hope everyone else is doing well....have a nice day!!

AFM: Like everyone else who is pregnant, i would be happy to hve weekly u/s to monitor my little ones, but no such luck....just have to go by my nausea and the sore (.)(.)! Next appt is the 11th of sept!!
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2004: spont preg: m/c @ 10wks
2004; spont preg: beautiful dd born nov 2004!!
TTC: 3yrs now
Me:29
DH: 33
dx: unexplained infertility, Dh +ve MAR test
2007: clomid for 1 cycle
2008: IUI with clomid:
2008 laparoscopy for ? endometriosis, but did not find much!!
July 2009: IVF here we come!!
June 11: BCP
June 29th buserelin s/c
July 9th u/s repronex 225U s/c
July 14th u/s 18 follies
July 16th: u/s 23 follies 12-15mm!!!
July 21th: Er, 20 collected
July 22nd: 13 mature eggs, 12 fert with ICSI
July 24th: 6 beauties,
July26: 5 beautiful blasts, 2 transferred.....doc and embryologist very optimisitc!
Aug 6th: beta: 1178
Aug 21st: u/s, 6w3d, and its twins with two little yolk sacs, and two little hb!!!!!!!

Sept 11th: next appt
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Old 08-26-2009, 07:10 AM
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BSN: I am very, very sorry for your loss. You need to take the time you need right now to rest, grieve and eventually to heal. Treat yourself well. If possible, take some time off. Your body is going through a lot, in addition to all the emotional issues. It does get better, very slowly. You CAN do this.


AFM: I am going to my RE tomorrow for a followup ultrasound after my M/C on August 11th. I am hoping to see healing, and nothing that looks like it will require a D&C. Bloodwork this morning - praying that my beta numbers are dropping. I've been getting acupuncture and I start therapy on Monday with a Ph.d who specializes in women's issues and grief counseling. This is my second week back at work. Things get easier, but are still hard. Just today, my secretary (who knows I was out of work due to the m/c) told me I was "pushing 40!" and someone at an after-work event grilled me with "when are you starting a family?" b.s. until I told her,"Look, I actually lost my pregnancy two weeks ago!" and then she started crying. Ugh!

I am so sorry for everything you are going through. I hope you find peace after your grief and that the people around you get a clue!
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Me- 39, autoimmune disease but otherwise healthy,
DH- 39 low count, low motility but enough that an IUI should work
TTC since January 2007
8 IUIs

1/2009 moving on to IVF
IVF #1
3/3 trigger shot, 10 follicles, 5 mature
3/5 ER scheduled with ICSI
3/6 3 fertilized
3/8 ET 1-8 cell 1-7 cell 1-5 cell
3/9 commencing 2WW!
3/18 (9 days into the 2ww)
grow baby grow!
3/26 (18 dp3dt) Beta 1240
4/1 (24 dp3dt) Beta >10,000
4/16 saw the heartbeat and graduated to the regular OBGYN!
5/11 started bleeding- saw the baby in distress with probable genetic issues- barring a miracle were not going to have our baby
5/15 lost our baby girl. Filled with sadness.

IVF #2
5/30 started BCP again
6/30 lupron
7/11 stims
7/19 only 4 follies, and had the flu- converted to IUI
8/6

IVF #3- lupron flare
8/9
8/10 microdose lupron e2 32
8/12 450 follistim
8/17 day 6 of stims, 3 follies on the R, Left Ovary on walkabout
8/24 6 eggs retrieved, 5 were mature, only 2 fertilized with ICSI
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